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In the last chapter, you finally got a sense of how the process for charging emotion actually works – particularly when something isn’t new to you anymore. The basic charging framework discussed then will form the foundation for the rest of our discussions throughout the book. However, while we looked at the main ways in which your subconscious charges, there were some additional charging topics we did not cover. In this chapter, we’re going to look at a way to make your charges even more powerful by focusing on the role that your attention plays in the charging process. In addition to this, we will look at some alternative charging methods that are special cases of the main charging technique discussed in the previous chapter. These techniques occur quite naturally due to certain properties that your subconscious has and are useful to be aware of overall.
STATEMENTS AND SUBCONSCIOUS DISSONANCE
Before we discuss the role your attention plays in the charging process, I think it's best to first go over a concept that I have found to be quite useful to think about when it comes to controlling your subconscious. This has to do with the act of expressing a negative command statement through your intention. When I started to get the hang of controlling my subconscious, I found that I would often produce certain kinds of negative command statements – through my intention – when attempting to charge for the purpose of being a conversationalist. We will talk more about charging for the purpose of performance in the next chapter. For now though, I'd like to focus for a moment on negative command statements in the context of a performance based charged I used to often use. For example I would often hold the intention to avoid something in conversation that I didn't want to happen or that I didn't want to experience. This could be saying something unfunny, uninteresting or just plain embarrassing during the conversation. I would especially have a habit of doing this if I was in a conversation with a girl I wanted to impress. But what’s interesting about this relatively common expression of intention is how your subconscious responds to it. For example if I’m in a conversation and hold the intention to avoid being uncool, how exactly does my subconscious respond to this type of command? What subconscious response got paired up with negative command statements like this in the absolute nature lottery that was determined by God.
Well, in my experience, the subconscious generally does not respond to negative command statements like this in the way that you'd like it to. If I hold the intention to “not be unfunny” or to "avoid being unfunny", you’d think that my subconscious would respond by charging in a way that enables me to be funny more easily. At least, that’s what we often think when we hold these kind of intentions during conversation but that is actually not what happens at the subconscious level. From a subconscious perspective, this command from the conscious mind is interpreted in a completely different way. To understand this difference, it is important to first remember that the subconscious mind does not have the level of rationality and logic that the conscious mind has. It should not be expected to perform in some manner that treats it as if it does. For example you do not generally expect your behavior in your dreams to necessarily be the same as when you’re awake because you don’t have the same level of logic and rationality.
By the same token, the conscious mind cannot give commands to the subconscious mind in a way that treats it like it has the same affinity for reasoning that the conscious mind has. In other words you can’t tell the subconscious mind “not” to do something and expect it to truly know what you mean by that. Not statements require far too much interpretation when used as a kind of directive command in this manner. For example if I say “don’t go to school today”, does this mean stay home? Or could it mean you're allowed to go anywhere except for a school? Technically following either one of these directives would still satisfy the command. As you can see from these simple examples, not statements in general do not really give precise directives on what you’re supposed to do, it just tells you what to avoid and leaves it up to you to choose one of the infinite possibilities available to satisfy that command. Although the conscious mind might be able to make some sense of the context in which a person provided a negative command statement and make a choice that more or less reflects what the commander was actually trying to direct it to do, the subconscious mind doesn’t have this ability.
If you try to give a not command to your subconscious, it cannot just interpret this in the way that it thinks you were actually intending. In this sense, there is a kind communicative disconnect between the conscious and subconscious minds. We will talk more about this disconnect shortly. But, before we look more into that, let’s first ask the question again, how does the subconscious mind respond to not statements? For example if my intention says that I don’t want to be unmotivated today, does my subconscious respond by charging the motivation frequency? Well no, it actually does not – and also no, a double negative rule doesn’t apply when it comes to how your subconscious interprets your conscious mind's commands. If you say you don’t want to be unmotivated, the subconscious probably most often interprets this as you saying that you’re unmotivated. It then switches to what you might call the "unmotivated" frequency and makes you feel the negative feeling of not being motivated and alters your perception in a corresponding way. The more you say you don’t want to be unmotivated, the more your subconscious just charges up at the unmotivated subconscious frequency. But then why is this the case and why did I say “probably most often” earlier? Well because the subconscious mind has a very limited degree of "logic", compared to the conscious mind, and only looks at statements from the conscious mind as commands.
It does not judge these commands nor does it try to interpret them in some way that it thinks you really mean. Furthermore, you can’t actually talk to your subconscious directly or try to communicate with it in some way to teach it what it mean. As far as the subconscious is concerned, it serves the conscious mind and anything the conscious mind says, through intention, is simply a command that it must follow. The conscious mind can never remove itself from the position of commander, not even for a second. Thus if you say you don’t want to feel unmotivated, the subconscious looks more deeply at what your intention is actually commanding it to do when expressing this desire. Now, on a conscious level, a person can actually mean different things when using a not command in this way as discussed earlier. However, I believe that most of the time, the intention a person actually produces when expressing this desire usually says something to the effect of “I’m unmotivated and I want to feel motivated”. If we had some kind of magical conscious mind to subconscious mind translator, this is what I believe a person is usually saying in subconscious mind speak.
But let’s break down this translated statement further. The “I’m unmotivated” part causes your subconscious to simply switch to the emotionally negative frequency that we associate with not being motivated. And since you’re focused on yourself, you’re the subject in this case, your perception becomes altered to perceive yourself as not being motivated. The second part of that statement is the “I want to feel” part. This expression of intention just causes your subconscious to switch to the frequency of wanting or yearning for something, which is also negative when expressed in this manner. Thus the command expressed by your conscious mind actually just causes your subconscious to charge up at negative subconscious frequencies. And it does this because that’s exactly what you commanded it to do. But then why does the statement “I don’t want to be unmotivated” from the conscious mind actually mean “I am unmotivated” and “I’m yearning to feel motivated” in subconscious speak? Well, to understand this, we must first remind ourselves of the attention principle. Recall that you can’t actually think about anything that you’re not focused on in the moment. But then even the act of focusing on something is a command to your subconscious mind.
Thus when you say you don’t want to feel unmotivated, your intention actually expresses the command to focus on yourself and the idea that you’re not motivated. Perhaps you figure that, from here, you will try to command something else. However the moment your intention expressed the command to focus on being unmotivated, your subconscious switched to the unmotivated frequency in order to carry out your command and will simply charge up at that frequency the more your intention keeps expressing this command. Similarly if my intention expresses the command to “not feel bad” or “not say something stupid”, my subconscious will just charge up to feel bad and will charge up to think of stupid things. As a general rule of thumb, your subconscious will usually do the opposite of what your conscious mind is saying it doesn’t want. This apparent difference in the interpretation of a command from the conscious mind's perspective and the interpretation of that command from the subconscious mind's perspective and the problems that arise from this difference is a phenomenon I sometimes call subconscious dissonance. This is because it is essentially a subconscious version of the concept of cognitive dissonance, which is a phenomenon in psychology where a person has two contradicting desires.
Subconscious dissonance generally occurs when a person expresses a desire on conscious level in a way that has the opposite meaning on a subconscious level. As shown earlier, this generally occurs with negative command statements from the conscious mind. In a simple sense, the way the subconscious and conscious minds speak to each other just makes negative command statements inherently very difficult to use properly. But then how do you get around this inherent problem in the communication between the two minds? How does the conscious mind properly express the idea that it doesn’t want to feel unmotivated to the subconscious mind? Well this can occur in two main ways. The first is simply to not think about being unmotivated. If your conscious mind is ok feeling any way that isn’t unmotivated, then it simply has to do its best not think about feeling unmotivated. There is no way to think about being unmotivated and then successfully not charge up at that specific frequency. This means more generally that the conscious mind can’t actively avoid a feeling, as in focusing on the goal of “not feeling this way” and then proactively doing something to achieve this goal. It cannot constantly monitor its progress or keep evaluating how it feels and then, at some point, realize that it has achieved success in avoiding some feeling. Per the attention principle, this is basically impossible.
The conscious mind can only passively not think or feel something by simply focusing on other things. For example, when absolutely no part of the conscious mind’s attention, not even a little tiny bit of it, is focused on the idea of being unmotivated, only then will it not feel unmotivated. This is how the conscious mind would perform a NOT type command to the subconscious mind. Now, on the other hand, if when you say you don’t want to be unmotivated you actually mean you want to feel motivated, then you’ve simply got to focus on some goal you wish to achieve and charge up at the motivation frequency. In this case, you’ve got to proactively focus on what you do want rather than what you don’t want. This is the second main way of avoiding the pitfall of not statements when trying to control the subconscious. When you actually focus very intently on what you do want to achieve and your attention highly focused on this concept and how to achieve success, then your subconscious charges up properly.
When I observe people in the real world, I see this subconscious dissonance problem all the time. In fact, even I sometimes still fall victim to it because I just can’t help myself. However, when I catch myself doing this, I try to adjust my thinking and try to either just stop thinking about what I don’t want or focus more directly on what I do want. However I’ve noticed that many people do not actually stop and catch themselves doing this, at least it doesn’t appear like they do. This is likely because they’re not aware of the nature of the subconscious mind. I believe this issue occurs very often in relationships as well. Partners are constantly trying to solve subconscious mind problems in terms of conscious minded thinking and this leads to various negative outcomes as a result of subconscious dissonance. For example when couples focus on trying to fix problems in their relationship, they often have to first produce an intention that expresses the desire to focus on what's wrong in the relationship. This thought certainly seems innocent enough – of course you would want to focus on what's wrong so that you can take the quickest and easiest path toward fixing it. However that is a very conscious minded way of thinking as it presumes that the very desire to focus on what's wrong does not also change your ability to perceive what isn't – something you will inevitably want to be able perceive so that you can recognize both the progress you've made and when you've reached a point that you would deem as a success.
In many cases, this constant mental behavior of focusing on what's wrong actually causes the subconscious to charge up and alter your perception to perceive problems everywhere in the relationship. When this occurs, it will seem as if nothing the partner does is ever good enough due to this transcendental perception charge. In fact, it is even possible to get “in the zone” with this type of transcendental perception charge. Thus the very act of trying so hard to fix the relationship ultimately ends up making it worse. Yet, at the same time, the conscious mind pretending the relationship is wonderful may not entirely solve its problems either. The intention to solve these problems can potentially exacerbate them and the intention to ignore such problems can end up simply sustaining them. This is ultimately a reflection of the nature of the subconscious dissonance and the natural problems that tend to arise in the dialogue between the conscious and subconscious minds. However knowledge of the subconscious mind and how to control it can help in not only becoming aware of this problem but also in learning how to get around it. When I wish to solve a big problem for example, I always try to be cognizant as to whether or not I’m actually charging my subconscious to successfully use transcendental intelligence to solve that problem or if I’m actually just charging my subconscious perceive that problem more potently and thus feel more and more limited by it. This doesn't really apply for simple problems that I can just use my negative mind to solve. However for bigger and badder problems that require more intellectual effort, I'm always aware of the risk of simply charging my subconscious to perceive the problem more deeply as opposed to charging it to actually solve the problem.
LEVEL 2 CHARGING
Now that we’ve gone over the basics of not statements and subconscious dissonance, I think we’re in a good place to start talking about the concept of transcendental state depth. So far, we’ve been talking about a transcendental state as if it’s a state that your awareness is either in or not in and for which there is no in between. But, in reality, this is actually not the case. It is actually possible to go very deep into a transcendental state or only be in one very lightly. In fact, so far, all of our discussions have mainly been pertaining to light transcendental states. I’d like to now start talking about deeper transcendental state levels. But then what does it mean to go very deep into a transcendental state or, for that matter, to be in one very lightly? Well the difference between the two has to do entirely with your attention. Recall from chapter 7, it was mentioned that your attention has a finite nature to it. This means that there's a limit to how much of your attention you can give to one thing or a set of things at once. The more attention that you give to a subject, the more powerfully your subconscious reacts to thoughts or intentions that are focused on that subject.
This principle actually also applies to the process of charging your subconscious using the main technique. As you give more and more of your conscious mind’s total attention toward the story you’re telling in your mind, your subconscious tends to charge more and more powerfully as a result. It is actually this relationship between attention and charging power that determines how deep of transcendental state you’re in. As more and more of your attention is given toward the story you tell, your awareness tends to go more and more deeply into a transcendental state and your charge becomes more and more intense and powerful. Now because there’s a limit to how much attention you can give to your story, this also means that there’s a limit or a kind of lowest or deepest level that you can go as far as going deeper and deeper into a transcendental state. Now so far, based on the techniques we’ve been discussing, you might naturally be charging your subconscious at only lighter transcendental state levels. When I first started practicing to control my subconscious to charge emotion, I would occasionally notice that I could reach really intense levels of emotion and experience a great deal emotional euphoria as a result.
However I couldn’t always do this. I could usually a reach a certain level of intensity with a little effort but reaching those much higher really intense levels proved to be quite difficult. Well, as mentioned in previous chapters, there were various reasons for this. However one of those reasons had to do with the fact that I wasn’t always going into a very deep transcendental state to charge. The reason for this was because I wasn’t actually giving all of my attention toward thoughts whose only purpose was to charge my subconscious. For example, as I’m telling some story in my mind and focusing on some main subject, I’d often find myself thinking about other things that, although related to charging my subconscious, aren’t exactly quantizing it in the way that I’m wanting it to be – which is actually another example of subconscious dissonance. For example when charging my subconscious to feel more emotion, I’d often focus on how I feel to sort of check if some desired emotion is actually increasing or decreasing in response to what I’m doing with my thoughts. I’d constantly monitor my own feelings in this manner to know whether or not I needed to adjust my thoughts to get a better charge. In some cases, if I did manage to get a really good charge in some prior charging session earlier and felt a great of deal of emotional stimulation, I'd start expecting or anticipating emotional euphoria when I'd start charging again later. Although these kinds of thoughts certainly seem innocent enough to have when charging, they're actually not and represent a very big problem when it comes to entering an even deeper transcendental state level.
This is because thoughts related to checking how I feel don’t actually quantize my subconscious at the proper frequency I’m looking to charge it at. For example if I want to charge my subconscious at the happiness frequency and begin using the main technique to charge this emotion, then I have to produce intentions that quantize my subconscious at the happiness frequency. This means producing intentions that got paired up with the happiness frequency in God's grand design of the subconscious mind. But thoughts that monitor how intensely my emotions are being expressed aren't actually paired up with the happiness frequency even if they do help my conscious mind to be more aware of what my subconscious mind is doing. Because of this, these thoughts will actually get in the way and prevent from me from charging my subconscious at full power. Putting this another way, these thoughts will prevent me from using all of my attention to charge the happiness frequency. In order to actually charge the happiness frequency at full power, I need to give all of my attention toward the story I'm telling as this is the actual part of my thoughts that are dedicated toward quantizing my subconscious. However, when I spend some of my attention on thoughts that check how I'm feeling or focus on the anticipation or expectation of emotional pleasure, then I'm no longer able to give all of my attention toward the story and therefore cannot charge my subconscious at full power. The more attention I give to thoughts these kinds of ancillary thoughts, the less of it is left over for actual charging and the less powerful that charge will be. This also means that I will not be able to go as deeply into a transcendental state.
This dichotomy between thoughts that are directly dedicated toward charging your subconscious and ones that aren’t actually demonstrates a new kind of phenomenon in the subconscious mind that, once again, bears a resemblance to physical energy. Namely, just like energy in the physical world, your subconscious energy demonstrates a quality of “efficiency”. For physical energy, the efficiency of a system is a characteristic that essentially represents how much energy put into the system actually gets dedicated toward the action or mechanical process you want to use it for. In general, in the process of transferring energy, some it is always wasted on things you don’t want or need. The efficiency of a physical system is generally important for reasons having to do with cost and environmental containment. For example machines that waste a lot of energy as heat require some method of cooling so that a fire is not started. Well a similar kind of efficiency can be seen in your subconscious energy when it comes to your attention. When you charge, some of your attention is often wasted on thoughts related to monitoring and evaluating your progress so that you can make changes as needed to be more successful. I use the term “wasted” here from a purely subconscious energy based perspective. This is because, while these kinds of thoughts do you help your conscious mind to perform properly, they actually make it harder for your subconscious mind to charge more powerfully.
When practically all of your conscious mind’s attention is dedicated toward thoughts that properly quantize your subconscious at the desired frequency, then your conscious mind is in what I like to call a state of full attention. This is a very special state for the conscious mind that allows you to enter a deep transcendental state. When you charge the subconscious at this deeper transcendental state level, then I like call this a level two charge, for lack of a more imaginative name. But then how exactly do you get the conscious mind to enter this state of full attention? It would obviously be rather difficult to properly charge your subconscious without your conscious mind constantly thinking about the different things you need to do to achieve your goal. If you do not at least waste some of your thoughts on evaluating and analyzing your progress, then what’s to stop your conscious mind from just wandering around all over the place making mistake after mistake? After all, noticing a mistake, responding to it and making an effort to avoid it again all still require some of your attention. Well, these are valid concerns when it comes to entering a state of full attention and is ultimately the reason why entering this state and performing a level two charge in general is rather difficult to do.
In my experience, level two charges are always at least little difficult to pull off. There’s no amount of practice you can do to reach a point where they become easy to perform. However, with that being said, we will still look at a few different ways to pull this charge off in the next section. Before moving on, I’d like to acknowledge that these issues with attention mainly apply to deeper transcendental levels. Light transcendental state levels, or level one charges, are much more forgiving of wasted thoughts. If I had to put a number on it for level one charges, I’d say about 30% of my total attention is wasted on thoughts meant for my conscious mind to evaluate my efforts while 70% is actually dedicated toward towards thoughts that quantize my subconscious at the right frequency. This level of control is quite easy to pull off and still gets you a decent amount of charge. Because of subconscious dissonance, most people charge their subconscious, after the newness phase has ended, at such low levels of efficiency there subconscious practically doesn’t charge at all. So it’s still a big deal to even know how to perform a level one charge. But a level two charge is where you’re able to get a really powerful charge going. Because level two charges are hard to pull off, I don’t use them very often but I’m usually quite amazed at how powerful they are when I do.
LEVEL 2 CHARGING TECHNIQUES
In this section, I’d like to now go over some helpful techniques to enter a state of full attention and charge while in a deeper transcendental state level. This of course corresponds to a level two charge. To understand how to achieve this, it is first important to understand that your “mind’s eye”, so to speak, is relegated to the control of the conscious mind. This means that whatever you choose to draw your attention toward and how much of it you wish to allocate for this point of focus, you will always do by way of the free will of the conscious mind. Now, while this is true, it is also true that the subconscious mind has the ability to compel the conscious mind in such a way that it will have an easier time giving more of its total attention toward one particular thing, or set of things, over any other. For example when you have a crush on a girl, you may find it very easy focus on this girl with a great deal of your total attention, hard to focus on her with only a small amount of your total attention and hard to focus on someone else with a great deal of your total attention. Yet, in spite of this attention influencing compulsion, the conscious mind can still choose to focus on this girl with only a small amount of attention or a different person will a lot its total attention. As mentioned in chapter 1, no matter how strong a compulsion is it cannot override or take away the free will of the conscious mind.
Thus the first thing to understand about entering a state of full attention is to recognize that your ability to do this is entirely within the purview of the free will of conscious mind. This means that, at its core, there’s really no trick or automatic way of doing it. Your conscious mind just has to choose, in the present moment, to draw all of its attention toward some subject or story. Now this of course can be very difficult at times due to the way the subconscious mind influences your conscious mind and tries to get it to focus its attention on something related to its charge. This is even true for the physical body and your ground state charge. Your body for example actually continuously charges your subconscious in a way that compels your conscious mind to essentially compartmentalize its attention so that it’s easy for you to focus on multiple aspects of your actions at once. For example, when you’re walking down the street, it’s probably quite easy for you to focus on how far or close things are to you, where you are in relation to where you’re attempting to travel to, assessing if there are any dangers in the environment and even thinking about the future or the past. Your ability to easily divide your attention up in this manner actually comes from the way your body charges your ground state. I think the main goal of the body in this regard is to make it pretty easy for you to multi-task with your thoughts.
Now while this charge from your body does help you to multi-task quite easily, it does tend to get in the way when it comes to entering a state of full attention. Now, because a compulsion can’t actually take away your conscious mind's free will, you could still enter a state of full attention by simply using your free will to resist the urge to focus in this mentally multi-tasking way that your body tries to instigate. This takes practice to do but when you use the main charging technique and simply focus all 100% of your attention on the story you’re telling, you will be able to enter a deeper transcendental state. When this occurs, you may notice certain characteristics in your thoughts that I find to be quite common when I’m entering a deeper transcendental state level. The first is that I actually forget, on a conscious level, that I’m even attempting to charge my subconscious. This is because, to even think about this or have this goal in mind, I must necessarily give away some of my total attention toward these thoughts. But if some of your attention is directed, or wasted, on these thoughts then you’re likely not in a state of full attention. When you’ve successfully entered a state of full attention using the main charging technique, you will no longer even be thinking about the goals you had for charging in the first place. All of your thoughts will simply be focused on the story you're telling and imagining with little concern or interest in anything else.
As mentioned earlier, it is also the case that no part of your conscious mind will be concerned with thoughts about “is this working” or “is there something I can do better”. None of your thoughts will be measuring your progress or evaluating your effort in any way. You will also not be expecting or anticipating anything either since that also wastes your attention. When you’re able to get your mind in a state of full attention in this manner, your focus will be truly immersed in the story you’re telling – much more so than it was with a level one charge. In fact, it’s so immersed, that your mind will not even being paying attention to time. In essence, you won’t have as good a sense of how long your mind is even in this state since even being aware of that on a conscious level requires some of your attention too. Thus when I’m entering a deeper transcendental state, I find that it just sort of happens at some point. It’s not something that I can ever watch or notice as it’s happening. I just have to stop thinking about it as a goal and try to focus all of my attention on the story I’m telling with the hope that, at some point, I will just find myself in a deep transcendental state as a result. This is not unlike what happens when you fall asleep. If you try to watch yourself fall asleep, you tend to stay awake. When you do manage to fall asleep, it just sort of happens at some point. This is exactly how it feels when entering a deeper transcendental state.
When you actually do enter this deeper transcendental state while telling a story, you will notice that you’re able to feel emotion much more intensely and that your imagination feels much more vivid too. However it will still be the case that you can only stay in a transcendental state for a few seconds at a time. Once your mind falls out of a transcendental state, you must now try to enter this state of full attention again. If you do successfully manage to keep doing this over and over again, then your subconscious will actually charge up using a level two charge, which will feel very powerful. Needless to say, doing this once is rather difficult to pull off, let alone doing it over and over again. However there are some tricks to help in accomplishing this. The first is simply to be patient. When you keep your attention on some particular subject and story, hold an intention while doing so and make an effort to simply maintain your focus, you will eventually enter a state of full attention and find yourself entering a deeper transcendental state. In this case, as you hold your focus, you may initially notice many random thoughts entering your mind trying to distract you and get you to give them some of your mind's attention. Don't, simply ignore these thoughts and the urge to focus on them and keep your attention focused on the story while holding some attention.
At first this may feel a bit difficult to do. Perhaps there will be thoughts entering your mind telling you that you could do this better or should worry about that. You must ignore these even if it feels like it doesn't make sense to. Simply keep your focus on the story while holding some intention and do so patiently. After maybe 10 - 20 seconds of doing this, you should notice that, at some point, your mind has successfully entered a deeper transcendental state. Again, this will not be something you can watch or notice happening. The very act of trying doing so will actually prevent you from entering a deeper transcendental state. You have to just patiently maintain focus on some story while holding an intention and you will eventually just feel your mind enter a deeper transcendental state. When you actually feel it, you must then switch to trying to express yourself with your positive mind or subconscious instinct. That can be a bit tricky to do since, because you're not actually able to watch your mind entering a deeper transcendental state, it tends to feel like it catches you off guard at times. However, with practice you'll be able to successfully switch to expressing yourself with your instinct once you feel your mind entering a deeper transcendental state.
Another technique for entering a deeper transcendental state, which is basically the same thing from a different perspective, is to become genuinely interested in the story that you're telling. So much so that you feel strongly compelled to keep the majority of your attention on this story. You may think it a bit strange and perhaps not even possible to tell a story to yourself in a way that’s very interesting. But I have learned that the ability to do this actually doesn’t work much differently than for any other story that you read, watch or listen to. Hollywood writers try to tell stories in a way that’s very interesting to you in an effort to capture more of your attention and get your subconscious to charge up even more intensely. You must follow a similar creed with your own stories. Now to be clear, what we’re actually talking about here is what you might call your transcendental interest rather than your normal interest. Normal interest is just the interest your conscious mind chooses to have in the moment. But transcendental interest refers to what your subconscious instinct finds to be interesting, or wishes to focus on more, in the moment. Now your subconscious instinct often thinks without any particular rhyme or reason, at least from the perspective of the conscious mind, and can vary from moment to moment in terms of what it will find interesting. This means that, as you’re telling your story, your subconscious may be really interested in it one moment and not so interested in it the next. Now it is true that your subconscious instinct will generally think within the confined area that the conscious mind has quantized it to however you still want your subconscious instinct to become even more focused on your story after this.
When it does successfully do this, it charges in a way that compels your conscious mind to focus even more of your attention on the story. This extra help from your subconscious charge makes it easier to enter a state of full attention. When I wish to perform a level two charge, I try to keep telling my story in as interesting a way as possible. As I become more and more interested, I tend to care less about whether or not I’m successfully performing a level two charge and other wasteful thoughts like that and my attention just becomes more immersed in my story by virtue of the fact that I’m actually just that interested in it. Thus more and more interest tends to naturally stimulate the conscious mind in a way that makes it easier and easier to enter a state of full attention. Alternatively, this technique also works when you simply want something very badly and are very determined to achieve it. For example, I’ve also managed to enter states of full attention when I was really really determined to accomplish something. One time I was very determined to tell jokes at a transcendental level and kept focusing on this goal and expressing my desire, through my intention, to achieve this goal more and more. As I did so, I noticed my interest in achieving this goal would increase so much that I’d eventually enter a state of full attention and deeper transcendental state. This approach is probably better for transcendental performance based charges but can also be used to perform a level two charge with emotion.
The last way to enter a deeper transcendental state and perform a level two charge is a bit more complicated than the process described above. For this approach, we’re going to focus on essentially weakening your ground state charge. In a sense, we’re going to go deeper into a transcendental state by weakening the strength at which your body prevents you from entering one. This would be like lifting more weight by reducing gravity instead of by becoming stronger. But then how can such a thing be done – without, of course, using drugs? Well there is actually a way to do this and I used to do this a lot before I learned how to properly enter a transcendental state by simply holding an intention. The key to accomplishing this is simply to relax your mind and pretend that you’re trying to fall asleep. When you relax your mind in this manner, your body recognizes your intention and perceives this as you’re trying to sleep. When this occurs, your body weakens its ground state charge in order to allow you to drift off to sleep. This actually makes it much easier to enter a state of full attention and a deeper transcendental state. However there are some caveats regarding this technique that we must cover.
The first is that you can actually perform this technique while very much awake and with eyes open. It may seem like it would be hard to get your body to have a “falling asleep” response while you’re sitting or even standing up but it is able to still have this response even then. Of course it would be difficult to fully fall asleep in this scenario but you wouldn’t want to fully fall asleep anyway. You’d only want your mind to drift into a transcendental state for a few seconds and the response your body gives makes it relatively easy to achieve this. The second caveat is that you of course would not want to use this technique while doing anything that could be dangerous to you should you lose your focus and your mind drift off. The safest condition in which to practice this technique would be while sitting or lying down. In one of these positions, you would simply let your mind relax as if falling asleep but you would not actually try to watch your mind falling asleep or think about sleeping too much, same as when you normally sleep. Your goal will simply be to relax your mind, without focusing on anything in particular, until your mind gets lost in its own thoughts. This will simply creep up on your awareness at some point, just like when you normally sleep, and again isn’t something you can actually watch or notice as it's happening.
When it does happen though, your mind will actually enter a deeper transcendental state. Now when it does, your subconscious instinct will take over and pretty much start thinking random stuff just like it does in normal dream. But then how can this technique be used to perform a level two charge if your subconscious mind is allowed to run wild and free while at this deeper transcendental state level? Well, that’s the thing, sometimes you simply won’t be able to. For this technique, your mind temporarily enters a state of awareness that’s very similar to when you normally dream. This means that you must allow your subconscious the freedom to think whatever it wants to just like when you normally dream and there’s always a risk with this technique that your subconscious will just choose to ignore the charge you’re looking to build up and will just think random things instead. The main key to dealing with this problem is to actually perform a level one charge, or a level two charge using the other two techniques mentioned earlier, before using this technique. When you charge your subconscious and then allow your mind to drift using this technique, that energy you charged up is still stored in your subconscious short term memory. This lingering energy will cause your subconscious mind to compel your conscious mind in a way that's related to your level one charge. This generally means that your conscious mind, while you're at this deeper transcendental state level, will think something based on your level one charge and this thought in turn will quantize your subconscious mind as well. Thus your subconscious will be more likely to perform some action, while in a deeper transcendental level, that is based on your level one charge.
I call this technique for performing a level two charge the dreaming awake method. This is because you will generally be trying to day dream while wide awake when using this technique. When you first use this technique and allow your mind to drift off as if falling asleep, then you will notice your mind enter a deeper transcendental state and, if you’ve charged your subconscious a good deal prior, will notice your subconscious instinct continue to play out the story you were telling using the main charging technique. Furthermore, you will notice your mind produce an intense amount of emotion as well. However, as is usually the case with a transcendental state, your mind will still drop out of this transcendental state after a few seconds. You would have to keep performing this technique in order to keep entering a deeper transcendental state and successfully perform a level one charge. But this actually leads to another caveat. If you keep performing this technique, you will actually have a harder time going to sleeping later. So it’s not really recommended to use this technique too often. I only mention this technique here as an alternative since I used to use it a lot. There is also a charge we will talk about in chapter 7 of book II that makes use of this technique as well.
Chapter 12: Charging Techniques: Part II
MUSIC CHARGING
Although you can charge your subconscious by telling a story in your mind and can do so without necessarily using any outside props or devices, I find it ideal to charge while also listening to music. In fact rarely do I ever charge emotion without also listening to some kind of music in the background while I’m doing so, although I have done it before. This is because music is an incredible tool for charging your subconscious as it can act as an aid in helping you to capture highly specific contexts in your story. This in turn enables you to have much better control over the frequency your subconscious charges up at. And it’s not just beneficial in this manner either. The audible stimulation that occurs to your sense of hearing can cause relatively strong reactions from your subconscious instinct as well. In other words the actual sensory experience of music also helps to charge your subconscious. It’s also quite easy to pretty much listen to music at any random time by listening to it on your phone or some mobile device. Logistically speaking, this is actually very convenient for the intermittent favoring nature of your subconscious energy. Thus whenever I’m charging emotion in short 30-second to 1-minute intervals, I will listen to music as I’m doing so and can do so wherever I am most of the time. Different songs will help me to hone in on different shades of the emotion I’m trying to charge and can be incorporated very directly into the story I’m telling in my mind to provide a richer expression of emotion and transcendental imagination from my subconscious instinct.
Overall I think music is a great tool for helping you to charge emotions and I recommend using it whenever you're looking to charge them. One piece of caution I will give though is that music can sometimes be a little distracting in your efforts to tell a story in your mind as well. You may feel the need for example to focus on the music directly instead of on the act of holding an intention and telling a story. It could also be that you're simply not giving enough of your attention to the main charging technique and too much of it toward the song you're listening to. If the song isn’t new and you stop holding an intention to enter a transcendental state while listening to it, you will likely just stay in a normal state of awareness during this time and probably won’t feel much emotion at all. However, this problem of distraction isn’t that difficult a problem to overcome though, I can usually get around this by simply making a little bit of extra effort to maintain focus on the main charging technique while some song is playing in the background. Also, as mentioned previously, I try to incorporate the instrumental and lyrics of the song into the scenes I play out in my mind. This makes it easier overall to charge while the music is playing. I can even charge more powerfully when I enter a state of full attention and charge at level two while listening to the music.
SUBCONSCIOUS BURST ACTION
In this section, I’d like to go a bit deeper into the weeds and talk about subconscious charging from an even more detailed perspective. After practicing to charge my subconscious for years, I’ve learned that there is actually another component of subconscious charging that, once I became more aware of it, allowed me to control my subconscious even better. To understand this new component, let’s first revisit a word that we’ve been using throughout the book. For the majority of the book so far, I’ve stated that, when your subconscious charges, your subconscious expresses itself with greater and greater intensity. This generally meant that you will experience an emotion more strongly and your subconscious will compel you more strongly as well. The stronger this compulsion, the more of an urge you’ll feel to perform some transcendental mental ability in a particular way – we talked about what “more charge” means for your non-emotion based transcendental mental abilities in chapter 3. I’d like to now mention that, while the term “intensity” has been helpful in getting you to understand how the subconscious behaves as it charges more, it has also been something of a misnomer too. This is because there are actually multiple parameters that are necessary to fully describe what happens when the subconscious charges.
Until now we’ve simply been using the term intensity to say that your subconscious is generally compelling you more and more powerfully in some way as your subconscious charges. For example, more subconscious charge means you experience some emotion more strongly as a result. Well now I’d like to expand upon this phenomenon and provide a slightly larger scope of the subconscious charging process. Now technically, there are actually two main components that are necessary to describe every subconscious charge. The first is what you might call the purity component. This simply refers to how much your subconscious is charged up at a specific subconscious frequency. Recall that your subconscious can charge up at multiple frequencies at once and, in fact, is always charged up at multiple different frequencies to varying degrees. The more purely your subconscious is charged up at one frequency, the more you’ll feel the specific emotion associated with that frequency as your subconscious charges and the less you’ll feel others. Similarly, your subconscious will also compel in a manner that more specifically matches that frequency and less in a manner that reflects other frequencies.
The second component of subconscious charging is the intensity component. This simply tells us how powerfully your subconscious will cause you to feel a specific emotion and how strong the corresponding compulsions for that charge will feel to you as well. Now this definition alone isn’t really giving us any new information with respect to how we’ve already been using this term. However, what I’ve learned over the years about the intensity component is that there are actually two ways in which it can express itself. In other words, you can feel an emotion more strongly in way A or more strongly in way B depending on which version of the intensity component you’re using for your charge. But then just what are these two versions of intensity and how is it possible to experience the same emotion very strongly in two different ways? Well to describe these two different kinds of intensity, I like to use the terms burst action and subconscious burst. A burst action refers to the specific type of intensity being expressed for a subconscious charge and a subconscious burst describes the behavior of the subconscious action itself. To understand these concepts further, I often like to think about what happens when you throw a powerful punch. When you do this, you will generally accelerate your arm in a relatively sudden burst to gain as much momentum as you can before making contact with some target.
In a sense, there is a burst of motion at the beginning of the punch. Well your subconscious instinct can actually express itself in a similar manner. It can essentially express itself in a relatively sudden burst for pretty much any transcendental mental ability. You often notice this in the case of transcendental control when it comes to laughter or when suddenly raising your voice in anger. When the subconscious expresses itself in a large burst like manner, I like to call it a subconscious burst. Now whenever the subconscious does this, the energy of that burst actually lingers around in your subconscious short term memory. This energy compels the conscious mind to produce an intention that generally tries to get the subconscious mind to perform another burst again. When the subconscious does perform another burst, it actually piggybacks off the energy still lingering around from the previous burst and, in doing so, performs an even larger burst as a result. In other words, as the subconscious keeps performing a burst over and over again, it charges up and is able to perform even more powerful bursts as it continues to charge. For example if a person were to transcendentally raise their voice in anger in a sudden burst of emotion and transcendental control, then they would be able to feel an even larger burst of anger each time they charged anger in this burst like fashion.
Now where things become a bit counter-intuitive is when looking at the opposite kind of burst action. In the above example, we looked at a burst action that involved quickly accelerating or “speeding up” in a sudden burst of effort. But what’s interesting about this is that this is not the only way to perform a burst. Ironically the subconscious can actually perform an action that involves decelerating or “slowing down” in a sudden way as well. When you throw a powerful punch, your arm actually slows down suddenly toward the end of the punch just as it sped up suddenly at the beginning of the punch. In a certain sense, we can think of this slowing down part of the punch as bursting in a slowing down kind of way. Similarly, your subconscious has the ability to burst in the reverse direction by expressing itself in way that feels like it is slowing down. Emotionally this feels more like the feeling of calming down or relaxing. For this reason, I like to refer to this slowing down burst as a calm burst and the speeding up burst as an excitement burst. When your subconscious mind calm bursts, it will feel like you’re relaxing or calming down and when your subconscious performs an excitement burst it will feel like you’re becoming more excited and jittery.
Now what’s important about recognizing these burst actions in practice is that they tend to have a cumulative effect when you’re charging. This means that, as you perform a specific bursting type more and more, the intensity component of your subconscious charge will also increase more and more. However if you keep haphazardly switching back and forth between both burst types without building any one up first, then the intensity component of your charge won’t grow very much. This was something I eventually noticed I was doing a lot and it was disrupting my charging capabilities. Once I became aware that there were actually two different types of burst actions related to the intensity of my subconscious charge, I started charging by leaning more into a specific one as I charged. When I’d done this, I found that I was able to charge energy even easier than I could before. I actually felt much more in control of my charge as a well. But then exactly how do you charge subconscious energy using a calm burst and an excitement burst?
Well a calm burst is actually quite easy and natural to do. I’d argue that most of the time you’re probably going to use a calm burst to charge emotion and an excitement burst to charge your transcendental performance – we’ll talk more about performance charging in the next chapter. For a calm burst, you would simply hold an intention, while telling a story in your mind, until you enter a transcendental state. From there, you will naturally charge an emotion using your subconscious instinct and do so in a way that is based on the intention you held and the story you told – basically the same thing you normally do. The main key I’d like to focus on here is that you would do this by trying to give as much of your attention toward your story as possible, to make your charge more powerful, but also do so in a way that leans more toward relaxing or calming down. Try not to focus too much on trying to force your subconscious instinct to express a large amount of emotion at once. If you do this, then you will be counteracting its tendency to become more calm and this will disrupt your charge. Instead simply keep drawing all of your attention toward the story you’re telling, ignoring thoughts that focus on whether or not your technique is working or how much you want to feel a specific emotion. As you do all of this, while also expressing a desire to relax or calm down more, you will naturally find yourself entering a transcendental state eventually – remember you will not be able to watch or notice it happening while in a state of full attention – and your subconscious instinct expressing a particular emotion in a relatively calming way.
As you keep doing this over and over again, you will notice your subconscious charging as usual. But specifically this time, you will notice that you’re feeling very relaxed and calmed each time you successfully enter a transcendental state and that you’re feeling very calm as the intensity of the emotion you’re charging increases. As you keep charging in a way that leans into this calm feeling, you will notice that your charge is beginning to feel more controlled. This is because you’re focusing more consistently on one type of burst action during this period of time. I’ve found that charging emotions using a calm burst is relatively easy and feels quite natural to do most of the time. When people relax and spend time in meditation, they’re actually performing a calm burst charge of some kind. On the opposite end is an excitement burst charge. This kind of charge is actually not quite as easy to do as a calm burst charge. I find that the emotional state of calm and being more relaxed is more stable and that the mind tends to prefer this state more. However an emotional state that is more excited tends to be less stable and the mind prefers this less. This means that it’s harder to charge in this manner compared to a calm burst charge. In fact this difference often confused me for years.
I’d kept assuming that there was only one kind of way to feel emotions more intensely as they'd charge but, at the same time, I also knew that I’d occasionally experience some emotion in a way that felt different from the way I normally charged them. I couldn’t quite put my finger on what that difference was until I realized that one felt more calm and the other felt more exciting. Now to perform an excitement burst, you would begin the same way as usual. You’d hold an intention, while telling a story in your mind, until you enter a transcendental state. Now, once you enter a transcendental state, your goal will now be to try to use your subconscious instinct to express a specific emotion and belief in a sudden and powerful burst of intensity at once. Unlike with a calm burst, you will feel like you’re leaning into an action that takes more work and effort to do. But if you keep doing this over and over again, you will find that you’re not only feeling some emotion more intensely, but your subconscious instinct is also becoming more excited by the story you’re playing out in your mind. Your instinct will begin to feel like there is a lot going on in your story in a way that will not be unlike how it reacts to a scene in an action movie. And this isn’t necessarily referring to the danger primal emotion response but rather to the overall feeling of excitement you have as an action scene plays out.
It is important however to time your bursting effort properly though. If you try to burst when not in a transcendental state or not close to entering one, then not only will your subconscious not charge properly but you could give yourself a headache from giving too much negative minded effort, at least that's what used to happen to me. But once I got the hang of it and used this technique for charging emotions, I’ve developed the ability to simply tell stories in my mind in a way that causes me to become very excited and feel like I’m in an action movie scene. It's definitely a different feel from emotions charged using a calm burst. However I’ve rarely felt the need to charge emotions in this particular manner. I’ve found that, when I have done this, I tend to charge a little too much excitement and it actually starts to feel a bit straining on my body. It begins to feel as though all of the excitement is a little too much stimulation for my brain and like I need to calm down in order to feel more comfortable again. However, while an excitement charge is not necessarily all that preferable for an emotion charge, I do believe it is preferable for a performance charge. When I tried to charge my subconscious for the purpose of enhancing my ability to perform some task, I used to do so in a way that mimicked the way I charged emotion, which was using a calm burst. However, this made me too relaxed and made it harder for my subconscious instinct to actually want to perform a task in a way that was more conducive to the active nature of the real world.
There were more issues than this that caused me to have trouble charging my subconscious for performance that we’ll talk about in the next chapter. However, I find that, when charging for the purpose of performance properly, you naturally tend to charge using an excitement burst without thinking too much about it. And, in this case, it takes quite a while to reach a point where you feel like you’re way too excited for reasons that, again, we’ll discuss in the next chapter. I recommend to practice charging emotion using both types of bursting techniques in order to get the hang of both and recognize the difference between the two more clearly. I believe this will give you even better control over your subconscious energy. Going forward, in this book and part II, whenever we talk about charging your subconscious outside of the case of transcendental performance, we will be referring to calm burst charging unless otherwise specified.
SUBJECT MORPHISM
In chapter 10, we focused on the concept of subject closeness and learned that the memory of one subject can invoke the association of another one if those two subjects are “close” to each other in subconscious memory. Well there’s actually another subconscious phenomenon that’s somewhat opposite to this. It is possible for your perception to become altered in such a way that it becomes difficult for your subconscious properly access a particular subconscious memory. This is because the subject associated with that memory temporarily looks very different to your subconscious. For example let’s say that I drive a Toyota Camry and have certain thoughts and feelings evoked whenever I focus on my car as a result of subconscious association. This car is super old to me too so I don’t actually feel much stimulation at all when I focus on it. I then charge my subconscious to become very excited anytime I see a Toyota Camry in general. In this particular case, a category is the carrier of the charge. Well when I look at my car now, does the negative memory associated with my old car get called and I practically feeling nothing as a result or does the positive memory associated with the category get called and I feel excited as a result?
I believe the truth is actually that both will be called but the more charged up the category is, the more difficult it will be to see my car as “my car” and the more excited I’ll be as a result. This change in the way the subject looks to our subconscious is a phenomenon I call subject morphing. This phenomenon is quite similar to the concept of form morphing mentioned in chapter 7, where our subconscious charge can impact the degree to which something appears as a subconscious form to us when we observe it. In the case of subject morphing, our pre-existing charge, or subconscious memory configuration, can impact the degree to which some subject actually appears to us as the one associated with some particular subconscious memory. There are actually two special kind of charges that make use of this phenomenon which we’ll discuss. The first is more or less just a random charging technique I’ve come across in my efforts to understand the subconscious more by trying different things. However the second charge is an important one that we perform all the time without realizing it and is important to understand in the overall practice of subconscious control.
ROTATION METHOD
An interesting technique I’ve learned to charge my subconscious with is one that involves changing the way the main subject appears to my subconscious. Technically this technique can also be applied in the same manner toward a main category as well but we'll simply focus on the case of a main subject for our discussion. Now back when I wasn’t sure exactly what parameters were involved in charging my subconscious and tried different things to get the hang of it, I noticed something interesting in the way I was playing out the story I was imagining in my mind. I noticed that, occasionally, I could focus on the main subject and tell the story in such a way that the subject, even if only for a moment, looked somewhat new to my subconscious again. Recall that negative memory tends to stick around and doesn’t seem to ever really go away – or at least, it takes a very long time to go away if your brain is healthy. Furthermore you tend to build up a little bit of new negative memory even when you're performing the main charging technique. However, the reason you're still able to charge is because you're building up enough positive memory to overpower your negative memory. This is what is really happening in your subconscious memory whenever your subconscious charges.
This means that if you take something that’s old to you and then charge your subconscious by making its subconscious memory more and more positive, you will become very emotionally stimulated when you focus on that subject as a result. But still though, it’ll never quite feel the same as when that particular subject was new. This is because a little bit of that negative memory will always be there trying to stimulate your subconscious to go back into its ground state and you’ll always be able to feel it at least a little bit. This of course is not the case when something is completely new to you though. Thus a charge that is carried by a completely new subject will always feel a little different from a charge that is carried by a subject that was once old. However what I noticed is that when I tell the story in just the right way, the main subject suddenly looks rather new to me again. This causes that lingering feeling of negative memory to finally just about go away or at least feel much weaker than usual. But again it’s only for a moment though and the subject reverts back to looking old to me again shortly afterwards.
Well I realized that if I just keep thinking of fairly random scenes in my mind whose context are closely related to some frequency, try to focus on them in a way that causes the main subject to look new to me again and then try to keep my focus on the particular scene in which the main subject does suddenly start to feel new to me, then my subconscious actually starts to charge rather easily. Furthermore it charges in a way that feels similar to how a charge feels when the subject is completely new to me. I like to call this technique for charging the rotation method. I call it this because it feels like my imagination is rotating through a whole bunch of random scenes and stories until I finally get to one that makes the main subject look new to my subconscious. I should mention that, in doing this, I can't fully control what scenes in this rotating process actually appear "new" to my subconscious. The odds of such an event occurring does increase whenever my subconscious charges at all, including when using the main charging technique. However it will always be a chance or probability based occurrence. When it finally does occur though, my subconscious instinct will become highly interested in this new looking scene and I will feel compelled to keep my attention on it until I enter a transcendental state. From here I can simply keep repeating this process and end up charging my subconscious as a result. Now the downside to this method is that its rotational, or mentally fast changing, nature makes it much harder to have a more consistent and controlled story. This is turn means that it's harder to control the context, and therefore the frequency, of your charge. But because the main subject still appears momentarily new to my subconscious, I'm still able to charge using this technique.
Now technically, as I’m performing this technique, I will find that I'm often still holding the intention to perceive some scene in my mind as new since that is ultimately my goal on a conscious level. Part of me can't help but do this as I'm rotating through different scenes in my mind. So in this sense, my subconscious is still charging according to that intention, no different than the way it charges any time I hold an intention until I enter at transcendental state. However, while I often cannot help but to hold this intention while performing this technique, it isn't really the reason this charge works, at least I don't think it is. This particular method is able to charge the subconscious as a result of the way a continuous change in intention can cumulatively morph the way a subject appears until it temporarily just looks new to you again. For example if you see a palm sized rock by itself, you might not think of it as being small. But if you see this palm sized rock next to a bolder, you might now have a hard time not seeing the rock as small. In other words, the context changed in such a way that favored a particular perception of the palm sized rock. This effect can occur in a continuous and cumulative way in your mind as you rotate through different scenes. One result of this effect is the continuous morphing of the way some subject appears to your subconscious.
By continuously changing the scenes you imagine in your mind, it is actually possible to continuously morph some subject that is old to you until it no longer reminds your subconscious of that original subject and therefore temporarily appears new to you again. That being said, the subject doesn't stay morphed by this effect for very long. If I don’t find another imagined scene that makes the subject look new to me again fairly quickly through this rotation process, then the subject will start to look old again and my subconscious will charge at a slower pace and become more dampened by negative memory. This gives a general sense of urgency to find a scene that feels new to me quickly. My mind will still enter a transcendental state from holding the intention to perceive a scene as new anyway but the technique overall works better when I can successfully find and focus on scenes that actually feel new to my subconscious mind and do so in relatively quick succession.
SHOCK CHARGE
The next charging technique I’d like to discuss is very important because we tend to naturally use it all the time without realizing it and often do not take advantage of the opportunity to use it when we’re able to. However, unlike other charging techniques, this one cannot be performed in a direct or proactive way. Instead it works in a way that is much more akin to storing potential energy first and then releasing it in the form of a subconscious charge. I know that might sound a bit strange but that is ultimately how I’ve come to perceive it. And what’s even more kooky about this charge is that it requires you to build up lots of negative memory first before it can work. In other words you’ve got to make it harder for you enter a transcendental state before you can make it easier to – which naturally occurs any time you charge your subconscious, including with this charge. This would seem to be something of a contradiction at first glance but that is ultimately how this charge works. In order to understand this charging technique, let’s look at a hypothetical circumstance involving two songs. Now although this example will just be a hypothetical and not exactly a real world experience, I think you’ll agree that it accurately represents what would happen in reality if you did engage in the behaviors suggested.
Let’s say that you only have two songs in your music library, song A which is a fast paced feel good party song and song B which is a more peaceful, calm and relaxing song. You decide that you’re in the mood to listen to song A for a while. Eventually this song gets old to you and is not as emotionally stimulating as it was previously but you decide that you want to keep listening to it anyway. You find that you’ve now listened to this song 100x in a row and have gotten so tired of the song that listening to it any more makes you feel a little sick to your stomach. On top of that, you find that you’re no longer in the mood to keep listening to something so fast paced and that has so much energy in it. You now prefer to listen to something slower and more relaxing instead. As a result, you finally decide to stop listening to song A and have now started to listen to song B instead. This more relaxing song is a welcomed change from the fast paced nature of song A that you forced yourself to listen to a 100x in a row.
The first few times you listen to song B, you find that you’re highly emotionally stimulated by the feelings of peace and relaxation that it conveys. Listening to song A for so long caused you to miss the feelings of peace and relaxation that song B evokes and put you more in the mood to listen to it. You then decide that you like these feelings so much that you’re going to continue to keep listening to song B. As you continue to keep listening to it, you find that the emotional stimulation you felt earlier is starting to weaken again. And by the time you’ve listened to song B 100x in a row, you find that you’re now sick of song B. Not only are you tired of song B, but it has also made you tired of calm and relaxing songs too. You’re now more in the mood for something energetic and fast paced. Because of this, you decide to listen to song A again as it is the only other song in your music library. But song A already has a whole bunch of negative memory as evident by the fact that you were so tired of hearing it before and practically felt sick as you continued to listen to it. But then again you did just listen to song B 100x in a row and are really in the mood for something more fast paced. If you listen to song A again in this circumstance, will it somehow feel emotionally stimulating to you again or will it still be emotionally flat and even just as annoying as it was when you last finished listening to it 100x in a row?
The answer, in my experience, is the former. Namely, you will actually find song A to be emotionally stimulating again in a positive way, as opposed to the negative feeling of annoyance you got from it earlier, in this scenario. This is in spite of the fact that it was super old to you before and practically made you sick whenever you would listen to it. But then why does this occur? Why isn’t the negative memory that’s been built up, and the frustration that’s been charged prior, being called from subconscious memory as normal when you focus on Song A again? Well the reason has to do with the phenomenon of subject morphing. I believe that when you focus on a specific subject for a prolonged period of time, as you would when listening to the same song 100x in a row, you actually end up weakly charging your subconscious to alter your perception so that it’s easier for you to perceive that same subject and others like it. An interesting consequence of this effect is that subjects that, from the subconscious mind's perspective, don’t look anything like the one you’ve been focused on for a prolonged period of time actually become a little harder to notice. This means that the subconscious has a hard time recognizing these subjects as those that belong to some stored subconscious memory. The conscious mind however recognizes these subjects very easily and, to it, nothing about the subject has changed.
Now because your subconscious no longer recognizes the opposite looking subject in these circumstances, it also has trouble recalling the subconscious memory normally associated with this subject. This is particularly useful when there is a lot of negative memory stored in that subject's subconscious memory. Now because of this difficulty in your subconscious mind's ability to recognize the opposite looking subject and the difficulty this causes in recalling the subject's negative memory, the opposite looking subject itself just starts to look new again to your subconscious mind. This appearance of newness actually makes it fairly easy for your subconscious to charge up while focused on this subject – same as with any new subject. As you can see, charging the subconscious in this particular circumstance is quite different from the techniques discussed in the last chapter. When the subconscious charges up in this special circumstance, I like to refer to it as a shock charge. I call it this because performing this charge essentially requires you to focus on one type of thing for a prolong period of time and then sort of shock yourself by suddenly focusing the opposite type of thing – at least opposite in terms of the way it appears to your subconscious mind.
As you can see, a shock charge is a fairly unique charging technique because you actually have to build up a lot of negative memory to something first before you can use it. In a sense, the older one thing is becoming to you, the newer some opposite thing is appearing to you as well. This phenomenon often results in you becoming more and more attracted to something that’s the opposite of the experience you’re becoming more and more used to. This is because it gets harder and harder to become emotionally stimulated by the subject that you’re used to – due to subconscious entropy of course – and easier and easier to become emotionally stimulated by the opposite subject that you’re not used to – due to shock charging. I believe this phenomenon is ultimately what the aphorism “opposites attract” is based on. Now, while it is true that the subconscious has trouble recognizing the old subject in these special circumstances, it isn't actually the case that it doesn't recognize the old subject at all.
The subconscious can of course still recognize the old subject to some degree, even in these circumstances. However, because it doesn't fully recognize the old subject, it isn't able to fully recall its subconscious memory when you focus on it. Instead it is recalled in a more scalable way, similarly to the way subconscious memories are recalled in a scalable way when they are very close to each other – this was discussed in chapter 9 in the section on subject closeness. Thus when a subject is only a little bit familiar to your subconscious, its subconscious memory is only a little bit called when you focus on it. This means that you will only feel the effect of negative memory stored in the opposite looking subject a little bit when you focus on it. Generally the more time you spend focusing on one subject, the more new the opposite subject is starting to look to your subconscious mind and the less the degree to which its corresponding subconscious memory will be called when you focus on it. Now going back to the hypothetical, the reason song A was suddenly emotionally stimulating again, even though it was old, is because its fast paced nature makes it have an opposite appearance to song B to your subconscious mind. Since your subconscious was charged up to see song B, it had a hard time fully recalling the subconscious memory of song A. As a result song A looked a little bit new again to your subconscious and enabled to you shock charge while listening to it.
Of course as I listen to song A for a while, it will start to look more familiar again to my subconscious. This means that I’ll start to be able to perceive the oldness of song A more clearly and its negative memory will start to come in more strongly. But for a short time, I got to charge pretty nicely while focused on song A even though the song had a lot of negative memory. Still though, it should be noted that a clear downside to this kind of charge, as with all new things, is that it is very temporary in nature. Just as it’s very easy to charge when something is new to you and gets harder to do as it gets older, it’s also very easy to shock charge when you first focus on an opposite looking subject but gets harder to do the longer your focus on that subject. For example it will eventually be the case that the shock effect of song A in the example has worn off and its negative memory gets fully called again and I’m unable to feel much stimulation from song A as I listen to it. Of course at that point I may choose to listen song B again and repeat the cycle.
You may have noticed that shock charging tends to influence your behavior in a way that causes you to engage in what you might describe as back and forth activity. This was something I started to consciously notice I was doing when I first became aware of the phenomenon of shock charging – although I didn’t immediately understand it from a subconscious perspective at the time. Back then I noticed that if I listened to dancey pop music for a while, I’d find that I’m suddenly more in the mood for calmer and more relaxing music. If I’d socialized a lot and hung out too much, I’d suddenly find that I’m more in the mood to be by myself and spend more time alone. And then when I’m alone for too long a time, I’d then eventually want to hang out and socialize more again. Similarly when I listen to relaxing music for a while, I’d find that I suddenly want to listen to more fast paced music again. If I listen to old school music for a long time, I find that I suddenly want to listen to something new again and so on.
You can probably pin point these kinds of back and forth feelings and behaviors in your life and may feel that you can observe them to a degree in others. Lastly, it’s good to always be aware of what subjects or categories you’re developing a potential ability to shock charge while focused on. This way you’ll understand why you’re naturally becoming more attracted to something that’s the opposite of something else that’s more cemented or involved in your life. You will also know when you’re able to take advantage of the nice charging boost you get from of this form of potential subconscious energy. For example when you main charge a subject that you’re also shock charging as well, you can temporarily get a real surge in your overall charge that can be rather intense. In fact this charging surge used to confuse me because I always thought it meant that I must’ve been doing something very special with my intention to be causing it. But then I’d lose the ability to charge in this rapid manner not long after I started and I couldn’t figure out why all of the fancy things that I was doing with my intention at the beginning of the surge was no longer working.
MORNING CHARGE
The last charging technique I’d like to discuss in this chapter is probably the most limited in terms of timing but can also be very powerful and is worth discussing. In particular this technique is very limited in that it can only be done at a certain time of day, during a very short window of time. Recall from chapter 6 it was mentioned that the best times to charge your subconscious are more in the middle of the day – a little bit after you’ve woken up and a little bit before you’re ready to go to sleep for the night. This is because the strength of your ground state charge actually changes a little throughout the day. When you wake up in the morning from a full nights rest, your body has fully recharged its ground state and it is now functioning at full power. This makes it a bit harder to enter a transcendental state and charge your subconscious during this time. On the opposite end, when you’ve had a long day and are ready to sleep for the night, your ground state charge is a little too weak. Although you’re able to enter a transcendental state more easily, it’s now harder to actually control your subconscious during this time because the properties of your negative mind are now also weaker. Thus it is actually best to charge up more in the middle of your day.
However, there is a very special window of time where these timing ideals sort of go out the window. Specifically, this window of time occurs in the immediate moments that you experience right after waking up from a nights sleep. During this time, you haven’t even had the chance to get out of bed yet. Again this special window of time occurs immediately after your deep sleep dreaming has ended and you’re consciously awake again. During this window of time, your subconscious seems to be in a very special state where it is able to respond much more strongly to your intention and is able to enter an excited state much more easily than usual. Consequentially this also means that you’re able to enter a transcendental state much more easily than usual. In fact it’s so easy that you don’t really have to even concentrate that much on trying to hold an intention to enter a transcendental state as normal. Your subconscious is so volatile during this window that it won’t really feel necessary to. A similar effect happens when you experience something that’s new but it is much more intense during this window of time.
When you enter a transcendental state during this time, you will also find that it’s much easier to control your subconscious, or think at the level of instinct, as well. This means that you will also have a very easy time charging during this time as well. I like to call the technique of charging during this special window a morning charge. This is obviously due to the fact that the window of time where you’re able to use this charge will most often occur early in the morning, right after you’ve woken up. That being said, this charge is most effective when used in addition to normal charging that you’d perform throughout the day. This is because the window of time in which you’re able to use this charge is far too short to really get all that much charging done if using this charge alone. Although charging from this technique tends to be more intense overall, this technique still works best when being used as a supplement to a deep charge. For example when you're feeling some emotion very intensely from your mood as a result of deep charging, you'll be able to feel that emotion even more intensely when you boost it with a morning charge as well. Not only that, you will also find that your mood has become even more intense from this morning charge since it has, in a sense, stored more energy in your short-term memory. I often like to use the morning charge when I’m focused on a goal and want to charge the feeling of confidence and determination that I will achieve it. Sometimes I can feel the emotions of determination and certainty so powerfully during this time, that it almost feels like there’s some kind transcendental or magical aspect of the experience that goes beyond the normal act of entering a transcendental state and producing more intense emotion and belief. I later came to the conclusion that there actually was more going on in this experience and will talk more about it in book II when discussing the nature of manifestation.
Footnotes
1. Actually there are really three components to every subconscious charge if we're including subconscious organization. However, this parameter is really only important to talk about in the context of transcendental creativity so I've omitted it from this section. We'll discuss transcendental creativity in detail in the next chapter.
2. Actually this is another principle by with which stories are able to entertain us. The way some particular scene quantizes our subconscious, due to the reflection principle, determines how morphed the next scene will appear to us and how easily we'll be able to perceive subconscious forms in that scene. This therefore also means that the prior scene will impact how easily we'll be able to be emotionally stimulated by the next scene. And this principle is not necessarily referring to the story itself but rather the underlying context of the story and the way the subconscious responds to them. Thus, when telling a story, whether that be in the form of music, movies, books and so on, it is important to be cognizant of how the context of a new scene is impacted by the context of the previous scene. Good movies are successfully able to continuously maximize the way the context of some prior scene impacts the context of the next scene so that you're able to stay fairly emotionally stimulated as you watch the movie. Bad movies don't do this and organize their scenes in a way that's essentially just "getting through the story". This reflects an overly conscious minded way of thinking that does not acknowledge subconscious forms or context in the way your subconscious instinct does. One of the worst offenders of this, in my opinion, was the movie Batman vs Superman.
3. I say weakly here because the build up of negative memory is preventing you charging strongly. However, some positive memory can still build even when there’s lots of negative memory around trying to block you from doing so.
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