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Chapter 19: Negative Entities
Now that we’ve discussed the finer parts of theory regarding the positive side of spirituality, we’re now ready to unfortunately discuss in more detail the negative side of it. More specifically, we’re going to discuss what happens at the subconscious level when you weaken your connection to God and your spirituality decreases. As you will see, many of the subconscious mechanics that we’ve discussed in the case of God still apply but will now involve emotionally negative beings who’s nature is directly opposite to that of God. Because of their opposite nature, they are extremely dangerous for us and, in many ways, are completely incompatible with our nature – which is more Godly or “of God”. However, as a result of our own free will, it is still possible for us to use intention in a way that charges our subconscious to become more transcendentally connected to these negative beings and less transcendentally connected to God. As you’d probably suspect, the results of doing this are quite disastrous. For this reason, I’d like to include a chapter that talks about these negative beings and what happens when you transcendentally connect to them.
NEGATIVE ENTITIES
In my studies of the supernatural, which again includes reading about the experiences of others as well as trying to understand my own experiences, I’ve come to the conclusion that the spirit world operates in a very dichotomous and polarizing way compared to this one. In that world, everything exists in a state that is either closer to God or further away from him. The nature of the way things appear, what they are and who lives or dwells in certain areas there are all determined in large part by how close the subject in question is to God. It’s not like in this world where the state of physical materials, including our own bodies, don’t seem to depend very much on any kind of distance from God. Physical objects presumably aren’t alive in any kind of meaningful way and thus maintain the same fixed distance from God’s spirit at all times. In the spirit world however, how close or far away something is from God plays a very big role in the natural state in which that thing will exist in. Angels for example are much closer to God than we are. As a result, they’re extremely benevolent in nature and will generally have some beneficial impact on you should you end up interacting with them. However, there are also spiritual beings who exists in a state that is much further away from God and therefore are incredibly malevolent in nature. They would generally attempt to harm us should we end up interacting with them in any kind of way. These beings are generally called negative entities or demons. I won’t pretend to know exactly what these entities are, how they got here, how they became so negative and why they seem to stay negative. However, based on my own experiences with these entities, as well as those I’ve read about from others, I’ve come to believe in certain things about their nature that I’d like to discuss here.
The first thing I’ve come to believe about these entities is that, like us, they also have a conscious mind, a subconscious mind and body which is spiritual in nature. They don’t seem have any kind of physical body the way we do. Furthermore their subconscious mind doesn’t quite function in the same way that ours does. While our subconscious can easily charge both positive and negative frequencies, there’s only seems to be able to charge negative frequencies. For whatever reason, it seems like their subconscious is blocked from ever being able to charge positive frequencies. This means they can’t feel positive emotions or perceive positive context such as helping people or becoming one with God’s spirit like we can. Recall that transcendental perception affects a person’s belief and changes what seems logical to that person. Because negative entities can only charge negative frequencies, only actions pertaining to the harming and destruction of others seems logical to them – although I do believe they still have some degree of free will. Because these entities can only charge negative frequencies, their subconscious is able to deep charge levels of negativity that would probably kill a human. Why this would be the case will make more sense when we talk about chi energy in chapter 8. However, suffice it to say, the more intense your subconscious charge is at some negative frequency, the more difficult this makes it for the body to function normally. If we were to charge our subconscious to reach as high a level of negativity as a negative entity, the strain on our body would be too much and we’d surely be dead as a result.
This nature of life favoring positive frequencies generally results in us humans operating within a certain range of negative and positive frequencies. We’re never insanely positive in the way that an angel might be but we’re also never insanely negative in the way that a negative entity might be. We’re sort of in the middle. But what I’ve come to understand about negative entities is that they’re charged up to levels of negativity that are largely incomprehensible for us. This extraordinary level of negative charge causes them to want to carry out acts of hate, violence and evil in general that would largely be unimaginable to us. Furthermore, because they can’t just charge positive frequencies like we can, their bodies seem to change and morph into something that fits with the organizational pattern associated with their extremely negative charge. This usually causes these entities to have a very grotesque beast like appearance. Sometimes they may also have a very undead and decayed zombie like appearance as well. It’s like they just have the look of death.
SUBCONSCIOUS INFECTION
Being that negative entities exist in the spirit world, they usually don’t pose much of a threat to us as they can’t physically interact with us and we’re largely unable to sense them in any significant way. If you’ve ever tried to playfully annoy someone on purpose but it didn’t work because they were just completely ignoring you, then you can relate a little bit to what it’s like to be a negative entity. Since we can’t sense them, it’s pretty easy to just ignore them and not be affected by their intense negativity. However, there unfortunately are times when this isn’t necessarily the case. During certain special circumstances, not only are we able to sense these entities but we’re also able to interact with them. Needless to say this is a very precarious situation because these entities are so full of negativity. As mentioned earlier, any kind of interaction with them is usually going to be very bad for us. However, because they have no physical body, they aren’t actually able to interact with us physically. The way we’re able to sense them and the means by which they gain the ability to interact with us is through our subconscious mind and energy. Most of the time this probably occurs in a way that we’re not consciously aware of although sometimes it can occur on a conscious level as well.
But then how does this sensing and interacting occur? What are these special moments and circumstances where the veal between your awareness and these negative entities ends up breaking down? Well to understand this phenomenon more deeply, I often like to think of these circumstances in a similar manner to the way I think about an infection. Normally pathogenic organisms such as viruses, bacteria and parasites don’t pose much of a threat to you since they exists outside of your body. However, under certain circumstances these pathogens may end up traveling inside of your body and spreading. If your immune system doesn’t keep these organisms in check, they may end up reproducing rapidly and, before long, you may have a full blown infection on your hands. These rapidly multiplying pathogens will then go on to cause all kinds of damage to your body, eventually killing you at some point if they’re not stopped and dealt with. Well your subconscious can’t exactly be “infected” per se by these kinds of pathogenic organisms as it is metaphysical in nature. However, there are certain entities in the spirit world that do function very much like pathogenic organisms and can – for all intents and purposes – infect your subconscious mind. This infection at the subconscious level can wreak all kinds of havoc on your subconscious energy and can effectively make you sick on a mental, emotional, spiritual and even physical level.
Although I like to think of the state of subconscious havoc brought on by these negative entities as an infection, it is colloquially referred to by another term that you’ve probably heard of before – “possession”. You’ve likely heard this term used in scary movies growing up and even in real life referring to people or things who’re acting so strangely that it’s like something has taken them over. Well this term is largely apt for describing what I believe occurs when negative entities infect your subconscious energy. Like any normal infection in the body, these spiritual infections start off very weak and largely ineffective. You likely won’t even notice them at this point just as with a normal physical infection. However, as this spiritual infection grows more and more, not only will you be able to notice, it will basically become impossible to ignore. And once this infection reaches a certain level of strength or “virulence” in your subconscious mind, it starts to impact you in a way that I like to simply refer to as a state of possession. Now technically all possession and subconscious infection occurs through the exact same methodology, a significant drop in your spiritual energy that occurs as result of your own intentions. However, I still find it useful to classify possession in two distinct types that we will go over in detail now.
EMOTIONAL POSSESSION
The first kind of possession I’d like to discuss largely has to do with the nature of your emotions. Recall that your subconscious is already pretty much connected to the rest of the universe and has the ability to enhance this connection to certain things, people or places within the universe. Transcendental connection describes your subconscious ability to enhance this connection in response to patterns of your intention. Well one of the parameters that defines how strongly connected you are to certain things in the universe is your subconscious frequency – more specifically, your emotions. The more positively charged your emotions are, the more connected your subconscious will be to people, places and things that are also positively charged emotionally. As you increase the purity of the positivity of your subconscious frequency more and more, you will connect to God more and more as a result of that enhanced positivity. Now in contrast to all of this occurring on the positive side of emotional frequency, there’s also a negative version of this occurrence as well. Namely as your subconscious frequency becomes more and more negatively charged emotionally, you will also connect more and more to people, places and things who are also negatively charged emotionally and they will connect more to you too.
Although unlike positive charges, which do have an ultimate source, I don’t believe there is actually some grand source for negative charges. As in the more purely negative your subconscious becomes, the more connected you’re becoming to this negative source. Some people do believe this to an extent and would call this opposite natured source the Devil or Lucifer. However, I’m not sure I’m really convinced of that. All negative entities are extremely negative and I’m not really sure that there’s really any meaning in defining any one as being significantly more negative than any other – at least past a certain threshold of negativity. I say this because I believe there are different kinds of negative entities which are charged up at different levels of negativity. However, among the worst kinds, it is enough to say that they’re all extremely negative. Trying to specify who is more or less negative past the aforementioned threshold has virtually no purpose and loses any significant meaning. However, it is important to understand that when your subconscious becomes more and more negatively charged, these beings will have a stronger and stronger connection to your subconscious and will begin interacting with you. That is not to say that your subconscious frequency needs to be as charged as the negative entity’s is in order for this interaction to begin. Again you’d be dead long before you could reach that level. However, their ability to interact with you can still become strong and significant once your subconscious charge crosses a certain threshold of negativity.
This is possible because your spiritual energy also drops as your subconscious becomes more and more negative as well. But then, you might be wondering, why would anyone want to intentionally charge their subconscious at a negative frequency? It would cause them to feel absolutely terrible emotionally and cause their body to experience a great deal of strain or stress as a result. This would largely be masochistic behavior that makes no logical sense. Well I imagine that most people don’t actually intend to charge their subconscious at a negative frequency on purpose. At least not on conscious level using the charging techniques we’ve discussed in book I. Instead they mostly do it unconsciously in response to the world around them. For example some people can experience events in their life that cause them to become very angry . They may then change in a way that causes them to constantly focus on the things in their life and in this world in general that make them angry – likely due to subconscious dissonance. As a result, they will likely keep charging their subconscious at the anger frequency as they continue to focus on these things that make them angry and becomes more and more interested in them. Over time they will actually begin to deep charge this feeling of anger and reach relatively extraordinary levels of intensity and purity with it that most people will probably never even reach in their life time.
This same phenomenon can also happen with other negative emotions such as hate, sadness, jealousy, aggression and so on. And as your subconscious charges to become more and more negative, your subconscious is actually becoming less connected to God – the source of all positive frequencies – and more connected to pretty much everything negative in existence. Now because people are naturally so far away from the positive purity of God, I believe that these negative entities always have some limited ability to interact with us. However, the subconscious connection to them is usually so weak that we virtually don’t even notice and are largely unaffected by their attempts. However, their influence becomes stronger and louder as our subconscious become more and more negative. Just as the “voice” and influence of the Holy Spirit becomes louder and stronger the more connected to God you become, the same thing – but with a spiritually reverse polarity – occurs with negative entities. Although in the spiritually negative case, these entities will attempt interact with you and influence you in a way that is much less in accord with your will and much more by force. This is because the Holy Spirit and positive beings in general are respectful and will only influence you in a way that you’ve asked for and have consented to through prayer and intention. Negative entities on the other hand don’t care about your free will and don’t respect you.
They will attempt to influence you in a malevolent way whenever they possibly can. With that being said though, these entities still can’t technically influence you in a way that’s completely against your will. When they gain the ability to interact you much more strongly, that is only possible because you’ve asked for it in some way through your intention. For example when you express an intention that charges your subconscious at the anger frequency, this is weakly giving some form of consent to increase your connection to negative entities, thereby increasing their ability to influence you as well as weakening your susceptibility to the influence of the Holy Spirit as well. But then what exactly happens when your connection to these negative entities increases as a result your negative emotions? Well it is at this point that they have the ability to both quantize your subconscious and influence how it expresses its thoughts. Under normal circumstances, only your conscious mind and your body have the authority to quantize your subconscious. However, this power can also be given to the things that you’re transcendentally connected with as well. This works in a similar way to what happens when you sleep with the tv on. You may have noticed that there were times when you’ve dreamed about things that were actually being said on the tv. When your negative mind falls away as you dream, your subconscious instinct is much more free to do as it wishes.
Now when you’re wide awake and still have your negative mind intact but are strongly connected to a negative entity, they can still use this connection to influence your instinct. And when you’re extremely angry, your subconscious is in an excited state so the properties of your ground state charge weaken. This means that your subconscious instinct is much more vulnerable to expressing itself in some manner that’s based on what its sensing – just like with the tv while you’re dreaming. Now normally you’re not able to sense anything beyond your 5 physical senses so this extra layer of influence and vulnerability is not a big deal. However, when it comes to negative emotions, that is not necessarily the case. Now that your subconscious is more connected to a sentient negative being, it actually is vulnerable to that beings thoughts and is likely to instinctively think something that is similar to what the negative entity is thinking. So when that being thinks about committing a terrible act of violence, your subconscious can’t help but to also express a compulsion to commit some terrible act of violence. When that being thinks about doing something evil, your subconscious also can’t help but express a compulsion to focus on that act of evil as well.
This influence will generally feel as though a thought or suggestion is being planted into your mind. However, it can often be difficult to distinguish between subconscious compulsions that have come your own body or intention and compulsions that were planted there by the negative entity. For the most part both just feel like any normal compulsion but the one’s planted by the entity will generally be much darker and more evil than your normal pattern of thinking and will seem like very unusual feelings or compulsions for you to have. This is similar to how you can recognize compulsions that have come from the influence of the Holy Spirit based on how different they are from your normal pattern of thinking. In that case, this influence comes from you being connected more and more to God and becoming more like him at the subconscious level. In the spiritually negative case however, this influence is occurring through your connection to a negative entity and the emotional frequency you charged to strengthen that connection. This means that the entity will be somewhat limited in the manner in which it influences your subconscious as it can generally only plant strong urges in your subconscious related to the negative emotion you’ve charged.
For example if you’re extremely angry, you might be more susceptible to urges to commit violence. In this case the entity would constantly plant thoughts in your mind to hurt or kill others since that is where you’re vulnerable and where they can make these planted compulsions the most powerful. However, you might not be as susceptible to planted urges to lie or steal since you’re not charged up at negative frequencies that would make these compulsions very strong. On the other hand if you’re extremely jealous and envious of someone, then it would be much easier to plant very strong compulsions for you to steal or lie – or even commit violence – in a way that’s related to that jealously. When people are extremely sad and depressed, the demon will plants thoughts in their mind to either hate themselves or hate life in generally. Eventually as this person keeps charging these feelings of depression and sadness, the demon will start planting suggestions in this person’s mind to commit suicide. All in all the negative emotional frequency you’re charged up at will determine which compulsions, or planted suggestions, by the negative entity will be the most powerful and most difficult to resist.
Now when your negative emotion is only charged a little bit, the negative entity still can’t really plant a very strong compulsion into your mind and certainly can’t do it in a continuous way. However, as your negative emotion grows, so does your emotional connection to this entity. And as you give into these planted suggestions more and more, you’re actually expressing through your intention that you want to hear the “voice” of the negative entity even more loudly. I describe it this way because whenever you give into the entity’s induced compulsion, you’re actually drawing your mind’s attention toward that influence and saying, in a sense, “yes, I want to follow the demon’s influence more”. This of course causes your subconscious to alter its perception to the perceive the demon’s influence more strongly – which is effectively the same thing as making what you might call the “voice” of the demon louder. A similar paradigm was mentioned for the positive case of the Holy Spirit. As you give into these suggestions more and more, the influence of the demon becomes stronger and more clear. Over time, once it reaches a certain level of strength, you will a reach a point that I call emotional possession. In this case the demon has a very strong emotional connection to your subconscious and can easily plant very strong urges in your subconscious that are very difficult to resist. And they can do it pretty much all day non-stop until you finally give into the malevolent urge they’ve planted whether that be to kill someone, steal, commit suicide and so on.
One important note to make about emotional possession is that I believe it generally involves something of a grooming process as well. When you’re still in the early stages of possession, the entity would probably be careful not to plant overly extreme suggestions into your subconscious mind since you wouldn't be as receptive to them then. For example if you’re only a little angry, you might not be as willing to give into the urge to kill someone should that urge be planted into your subconscious. However, you might be susceptible to the urge to yell at someone and perhaps be physically very rough with them as well. If the entity keeps planting these more mild urges into your mind, there’s a better chance of you giving into them thereby also increasing your connection to this entity over time and advancing the subconscious infection to a full blown possession. As you keep giving into these suggestions, eventually more extreme suggestions will seem more reasonable to you and the chances of you giving into these kinds of suggestions increases.
EMOTIONAL POSSESSION AND THE FAILURE OF MODERN PSYCHOLOGY
As you can probably tell by now, I’m not biggest fan of modern orthodox science in certain areas. I believe we have a lot of progress to make when it comes to topics related to the supernatural. This is especially true when it comes to a person’s mental health which, I believe, can be greatly impacted by negative entities. To be clear I’m no medical doctor, physician or psychologist and still recommend that anyone suffering from any kind of mental health issue seek out help from a trained and qualified medical professional. That being said though, I believe these trained medical professionals aren’t always able to completely help individuals who suffer from sociopathic or psychopathic behaviors, forms of OCD, bipolar disorder, split personalities, addiction, depression and hearing voices in their mind and so on. The go to treatment for such conditions is usually some drug that affects your brain, and therefore your ground state charge, in a way that does help the problem but doesn’t completely alleviate it. In the end, the patient still experiences a great deal of needless emotional suffering either in the form of feeling some negative emotion very strongly or in the form of continuous powerful urges that it takes all of their will to resist.
As I’ve come to understand the subconscious more and study it in the context of demonic activity, I’ve begun to wonder as to whether or not many of these mental and emotional afflictions are brought on or exacerbated by these negative entities. Sure many of these cases probably are not and do simply have to do with the state of the person’s neural brain chemistry. But I’m also willing to bet that there are a lot of cases where the problem is either completely induced by a negative entity or is greatly exacerbated by them. In these cases, simply giving the patient drugs won’t entirely solve the problem. As long as the person keeps engaging in some chronic negative pattern of thinking that either sustains or increases their connection to the entity, they will continue to experience the afflictions brought on by that entity and their own negative pattern of thinking. Drugs in that case will only help with the problem but won’t entirely solve it because they’re not actually dealing with its primary cause. If a person is dealing with a physical infection brought on by some pathogen, you wouldn’t simply give that individual some anti-inflammatory drugs and call it day once they feel better. That person would surely die if you did that and the pathogen was fairly strong. The reason is that the infection would simply continue to get worse because you only dealt with some of the symptoms of the infection and not the actual cause of those symptoms – the pathogen.
I believe a similar situation can arise in the treatment of mental health. If a person is experiencing mental, emotional and spiritual health decline due to a negative entity, giving that person drugs to help reduce the symptoms still wouldn't really deal with the main problem – the negative entity. Surely the problem will just get worse over time and the person will either have to increase the dosage of their medication or reach some equilibrium point that requires a great deal of emotional suffering on their end because the negative entity was left unchecked. And the needless suffering that the individual has to now experience is the direct result, in my opinion, of a modern system of psychology that so readily and so passionately rejects any kind of spiritual or supernatural concept as it relates to mental health. I believe that if psychologists in general did embrace spiritual and supernatural concepts more, they would surely come to understand the subconscious mind in the same, or similar, way that we’ve discussed throughout this book series. They would then realize how critical a role your long-term charge can play in your emotional, mental and spiritual health. And surely experiments could have then been performed that just about prove that negative entities do exists and occasionally are the primary cause of certain kinds of emotional, mental and spiritual afflictions.
When I first to started to theorize the about the connection between negative entities and the subconscious mind, I understood that there would be certain tell tale signs that a negative entity is involved if my theory of the subconscious is correct. Although I have luckily never experienced a full blown possession, I have had the fortune of experiencing a very strong connection to the Holy Spirit and what it’s like to feel suggestions planted in your mind by it. Using this experience, I think I’m able to get a pretty good idea of what the spiritually opposite circumstance feels like. In the case of the Holy Spirit, I felt as though I could sense of the presence of something else – I can only assume is God – influencing my thoughts. Although this influence wasn’t audible in nature, I still felt the need to describe it as a kind of voice in my mind. It’s like I could sense a non-audible version of God’s voice. Well thinking of it like this, I assumed that the same phenomenon might occur with emotional possession. Perhaps people who are possessed also hear a kind of non-audible voice in their mind that keeps telling them to do something horrible. Considering this I decided to do a little bit of research and see how often it is the case that people who have committed horrible acts will say that they’ve heard a voice in their head urging them to commit that act of evil.
Well after only a little bit of research, sure enough, I started to see this exact pattern in the detailed reports of some of the worst kinds of crimes a person can commit. Time and time again I kept reading of criminals who, after having committed a heinous crime, would explain that they did it because a voice in their head told them to. Deanna Laney (in 2004), Crystal Branch (in 2020) and Cody Edmund Dixon (in 2019) were all people who’d murdered their families and claimed that God told them to do it. Ethan Crumbly (in 2021) complained of demons in his home and constantly experiencing negative thoughts which he believes lead him to engage in a school shooting. Serial killers such as David Berkawics aka son of Sam (though he later retracted his statement), the BTK killer, Ted Bundy, Richard Ramirez, Sean Sellers and Michael Taylor also all claimed that a voice in their head told them to kill. And there are many many more cases just like these where some individual commits some unimaginable crime and explains their actions by saying a voice of some kind told them to. Are they all telling the truth? Probably not. But does this phenomenon occur with enough consistency to believe that there probably is some negative entity or malevolent supernatural force involved at least some of the time in these kinds of cases? I’d say definitely. And we have to also assume that there are probably many more cases just like these that go unreported. In these cases a person may have committed a crime but did not admit to hearing a voice in their head or they did hear this voice and felt an incredibly strong urge to commit an evil act but were successfully able to resist this urge.
Modern psychology of course puts little spiritual significance into reports of these supposed voices and the accompanying evil urges that seem to follow them. The general position of orthodox science is that this condition is simply the result of some kind of brain damage or biochemical imbalance. Which, in my opinion, is as absurd as insinuating that the cause of a near death experience is simply some kind of amazingly complex and specific organization in the brain that occurs right before it is also so damaged that the person dies and their awareness completely ceases. As far as I can see, there’s no real reason why some kind of brain damage or chemical imbalance would start causing a person to hear voices that are specifically telling them to kill and are causing them to feel an irresistible urge to do so. That’s an incredibly specific way for the brain to become damaged. If this was really the result of brain damage or a hormonal imbalance, why don’t these voices just say random incoherent stuff that have no meaning in most cases. Either that or they say things that match your normal pattern of thinking, similar to what happens in your dreams most of the time. They could even cause a harmless urge in an individual like telling them to read a science book. How many people really report hearing voices in their head who keep telling them to study physics and seem to plant an irresistible urge for them to do so in their psyche?
Needless to say, that’s probably not a thing. But if these malevolent voices are only occurring as a result of some kind of biological malfunction, then why aren’t there all kinds of similar malfunctions in others – both rational and irrational? Furthermore how does the brain mess up in a way that causes it to appear to start to speaking to you and making you feel an urge to kill? It’s an absurd notion that isn’t scientific in my opinion. I believe the more scientific opinion would involve the supernatural and tests related to its mechanics. And if psychologists did follow this approach and see where it leads, I believe they would actually recommend God in a person’s life much more often to help with these malevolent voices. They’d also explain to them how to charge spiritual energy to hopefully break their subconscious connection with these negative entities. We will talk more about this phenomenon later in the chapter. But overall, I think that modern mental health institutions must begin considering the possibility of negative entities and their potential ability to damage our mental health. I’m not sure we can afford to avoid doing so any longer.
PSYCHIC POSSESSION
Let’s now move on to talking about another kind of possession that can occur. This next kind is not quite as related to your negative emotions but instead can occur as a result of the way you use your psychic abilities. We of course have not spoken about psychic abilities in detail yet so this kind of possession might not be quite as intuitive as it was for emotion. However, it is enough for now to know that psychic abilities are another kind of transcendental ability that you have and that there are two main properties that they have. The first is that these abilities allow you to sense the spirit world directly and the second is that this psychic sense can be more and more tuned into some particular person, place or thing as you transcendentally connect to that thing more and more. Now psychic abilities in general can be somewhat dangerous to use precisely because they allow you to sense the spirit world. Negative entities know that you can’t sense them through your physical senses and thus have to be content with the fact that you’ll be able to completely ignore them most of the time. Their only real chance to destroy you – which is always their goal – is when you charge a large amount of negative emotion and do so for a fairly long period of time. This all changes however, when you start using psychic abilities.
In this case, you’re now finally able to sense them more directly and they know this. Now this doesn’t necessarily mean that, the second you start using psychic abilities, you’ll start seeing negative entities all over the place whether you want to or not. Rather it means that there is now another means by which the negative entity can potentially interact with you and eventually try to possess you. We’ll talk more about this later but one very interesting phenomenon about psychic abilities is that they have a tendency of causing your spiritual energy to drop the more you use them. This may not always be the case but, in my experience, does generally appear to be the case much of the time. This drop in spiritual energy as a result using your psychic abilities is like an invitation for them to begin to interacting with you. It’s practically like opening a physical wound and inviting bacteria in. This is because, as your spiritual energy drops, you’re naturally transcendentally connecting to everything in nature that also lacks spiritual energy – which of course are these negative entities. Thus using your psychic abilities more and more will often result in it being easier and easier for negative entities to interact you. For the moment we’ll simply say that this means that they will essentially begin approaching you and sort of just “popping up” whenever you use your psychic abilities.
For example if you’re using psychic abilities for some particular purpose, they might randomly pop up and cause you to begin sensing them instead. Now demons aren’t stupid in the sense that they won’t usually appear to you in these circumstances in their true form. If you were to see some dark beast like creature or undead zombie like being appear to you in spirit, you might immediately gasp and try avoid interacting with that being as much as you possibly could. You might even stop using your psychic abilities altogether for worry that you might continue to see this same being or ones like them. For this reason, these entities like to disguise themselves and appear as something that we’re much more comfortable with. Based on the experiences that I’ve read about from others, this very often seems to be a previous family member you’re familiar with or someone who’s claiming to be your ancestor, a human or animal that’s claiming to be your spirit guide or some religious figure such as Jesus or Buddha claiming to be an ascended master. There are others but this seems to be some of these entities greatest hits. These entities like to appear as these more welcoming figures so that you’re more likely to continue interacting with them. But then why is that so important as far as destroying you goes? Why not simply destroy you right then and there?
Well because perceiving a negative entity using your psychic senses doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re transcendentally connected to that entity, at least not very strongly. It is quite possible to perceive this entity in a way that is very weak and not very clear or is somewhat clear but only once in a while. This weaker state of sensing the entity occurs because you’re not yet strongly connected to the entity. The entity can only occasionally make their presence known to you because of the drop in your spiritual energy but they can’t do it all the time and can’t do it in a super clear way that isn’t somewhat foggy for you. Because of this, they need you to keep communicating with them. When you hold the intention to focus on them and communicate with them more, your subconscious starts to become more transcendentally connected to the entity. Over time your connection to the entity grows so strong, that the entity can essentially start forcing you to psychically sense them and their thoughts whether you want to or not. When a person has reached this stage, I like to refer to it as a psychic possession. At this stage, the entity may start forcing you to sense incredibly horrific images and sounds, as well as essentially haunting you in your dreams – which we’ll talk more about later in the chapter.
To get you to the stage of full blown psychic possession, these entities will generally engage in what is sometimes referred to in criminal justice as “the long con”. This refers to a circumstance where a scam artist pretends to be someone they’re not in order to gain your trust. The hope is that, under these false pretenses, you will eventually decide to willingly give them something of yours that is very valuable. However, to get you to do this, the scam artist knows that they cannot generally gain your trust in this manner in a short time. So they continue to engage with you under false pretenses for a very long time, perhaps months or even years. Well negative entities also like to use this long con technique to get you to keep communicating with them so that you’re becoming more and more connected to them and therefore getting closer and closer to a stage of full possession. They usually pretend to be teaching you in some way and giving you exclusive spirit world knowledge that no one else knows. They may even send you on missions of some kind in the real world, convincing you that these missions are for the betterment of humanity. As time goes on, you’ll notice more and more that you’re feeling more empty and depressed as you continue to receive this supposed enlightenment from the entity. This of course is because your spiritual energy is dropping more and more and you’re getting closer and closer to a full blown possession.
Once a full blown possession is reached, the entity’s true colors will start to show. They may start becoming more angry and unreasonable with you or ask you to start doing things that are either impossible to do or that make you very uncomfortable. In some cases they may even ask you to let them take over your body. Just sensing them alone doesn’t really give them this kind of power so they need you to produce an intention that willingly lets them enter your body and control it through your subconscious. After a certain amount of trust has developed, perhaps years worth of it between you and this entity, you might be willing to allow the entity to enter your body in this manner. In some cases, the entity simply offers to enhance your performance in some particular area or give you some kind of magical power in exchange for this allowance – essentially a counterfeit version of the kind of gifts you get from the Holy Spirit. And when you do allow them to enter your body, you begin to charge your subconscious in a way that’s making it easier and easier for them to enter your body and control it. Eventually as you keep doing this, you reach new kind of possession which I like to refer to as a stage two possession.
As the name suggests, this is a form of possession that goes even beyond the full blown emotional and psychic possessions we’ve been discussing previously. Technically those are both stage one possessions. In a stage two possession, the entity can actually influence your body directly. If the entity has kept up some false pretense up to this point, it is usually here that they will certainly turn on you and try to essentially kill you from the inside. Based on what I’ve read, it seems that they’re able to induce physical effects in your body that are similar to an aneurysm or perhaps even a heart attack. They may also be able to control your body in the form of simply walking around and speaking although I haven’t read of that occurrence very often. It also seems that they occasionally damage your brain in a way that reduces its ability to stabilize your thoughts. This means that it will essentially feel like you’re always in a slight dream state even when you’re wide awake. This makes your negative mind less logical and less clear and ensures that you’re much more vulnerable to negative suggestions by the entity later on. People in this state would seem a little crazy to others and like they’re “not all there” even if they seem to mostly be there.
The kind of people most vulnerable psychic possession are those who delve into the occult and get in new age practices related to using psychic abilities, opening their chakras, astral projecting, channeling spirits, opening their third eye, witchcraft and using magic to name a few. It may not necessarily always be the case these practices result in circumstances where your spiritual energy drops and you become more vulnerable to negative entities. However, it does seem that people who get involved in these practices are most at risk of this kind of possession. A very common phenomenon I’ve noticed reported by individuals who engage in these practices is an emotional feeling of emptiness and depression, as mentioned earlier. When mediums channel spirits, they’re often given supposedly precious other world information that makes them feel cool because they’re in the know. However, over time this information doesn’t really go anywhere and doesn’t seem to be helping that person’s life in any meaningful way. They’re life usually gets worse as a result and they start to feel more and more empty. This is a tell tale sign that you’re dealing with a demon who is trying to possess you. The drop in spiritual energy will cause you to have the exact opposite feeling you have when you focus on God and increase your connection to him. As this negative feeling increases, your connection to God drops and you feel more depressed and like you have less purpose and meaning. You may also be susceptible to suggestions by the entity to commit suicide or hurt others because of this.
THE MORAL REVERSAL
In this section, I’d like to briefly talk about some of the psychology that’s involved in demonic influence and how negative entities try to use our own divine nature against us. When a person starts to develop a connection with a negative entity and that entity starts planting urges in that person’s subconscious to commit horrible acts, we can still ask the question of why? Why do people listen to these urges and give into them when they do? After all a compulsion, no matter how strong, cannot override one’s free will. A person still has the ability to choose and can choose to resist the compulsion induced by the entity even if it is difficult to do so in some scenario. And yet, there are still times when a person will listen to this urge and commit some horrible act that was suggested to them by the entity. Perhaps this is just a question of probability. Given how strong these urges can get as a person gets more and more deeply possessed, it should only be expected that some people will simply not have a strong enough will to resist these urges. Now while that is probably true, I still think it’s a little bit more than that. Part of the reason why some people give into the terrible urges planted into their subconscious by these dark spirits actually has to do, rather ironically, with our connection to God and our understanding of right and wrong.
As mentioned previously, all people already have a decently strong connection to God without needing to go through the conscious effort of charging it – although charging of course will increase that connection even further. This connection not only allows us to know right from wrong, it also makes us feel a strong desire to do right and engage in morally ethical behavior. And what entities like to do is use this part of our nature against us. To understand how they accomplish this, recall that a person can always focus on the context of some immoral action and adjust their perception to see some morality within the immoral act. In other words they can morph the way something appears so that it seems like something that is actually positive as opposed to negative. For example if I rob a store for jewelry, I might feel bad if I focus too much on this action in the context of stealing. However, if I think more about my actions in the context of trading jewelry for money and becoming rich, then I'll feel better about robbing the bank because I've changed the context into one that looks more like abundance, which is positive. Now I still know my action was wrong overall because the loss spiritual energy ensures that I always feel bad from stealing. But if I morph the context to seem more like abundance, then I'll feel less bad.
This morphing of the context makes it much easier for the robber to keep engaging in immoral behavior. And what demons do is use this same technique when planting urges in our mind. In that context, I like to refer to this technique as the moral reversal. I call it this because these entities like to use our own morality against us and try to convince us to do something in the name of morality that is actually the opposite of morality. And they accomplish this by manipulating our subconscious to focus on the potentially positive part of the evil act and less on the negative part. For example if you’re extremely jealous of someone and have become so jealous that you’ve become subconsciously infected by a negative entity, then they can plant thoughts in your mind that act to essentially persuade you to give into some evil urge. For example they can plant thoughts such as “why does that person deserve to have this thing over you”, “what makes them so special”, “clearly you deserve this as hard as you’ve worked and as much as you’ve sacrificed”, “actually, killing that person and taking away their privilege would be the just thing to do and justice is good, right?”, “Sure revenge is wrong but justice is a good thing and this would actually be the right thing to do because it rights a past wrong and makes things fair again”.
As you can see, these persuasive thoughts are becoming increasingly more warped and evil in nature. But the key to making the evil act seem more logical is to make it seem like it’s actually something that is inherently good – which is justice. Our subconscious inherently tells us that justice is a good thing. For example the idea of punishing a thief who stole from someone doesn’t inherently make us feel bad and like we shouldn’t be doing that, although we may still feel that way if the punishment is not proportional to the crime. In some cases, a punishment can be so bad that it no longer looks like justice to our subconscious and we feel an inherent aversion to it because it now seems wrong. Now in the case of the negative entity, the idea is to charge your subconscious in a way that alters your perception to perceive the evil act of harming someone out jealously as a form of justice rather than simply being revenge or envy. The goal of the entity is to get you to contextualize the evil action in a way that actual makes it seem like a virtue or something that you’re subconscious innately recognizes as good and moral. That’s pretty much the only way you’ll ever actually choose to engage in some form of evil willingly. Since your nature is good, you’ll only ever commit evil if it actually looks like you’re doing something good instead.
Of course your subconscious has an absolute nature to it that even demons can’t override so you’ll always know that some evil act is in fact evil. But they still can charge your subconscious to perceive some evil action to look as close to something virtuous as possible. And if some action looks virtuous in nature, you’ll actually be more motivated to engage in that action because your subconscious likes virtue and makes it seem attractive to you. Mass shooters for example will often have some kind of manifesto that explains their ideology and makes it seem as though their act of evil was actually a good thing. Usually it will be the case that killing certain groups of people some how balances society in a way that seems like justice from their ideological context and perspective. I believe in many cases a demon plants those suggestions in that person’s head and uses their natural attraction to justice against them. Although to be clear, it is also quite possible that a person can do this on their own without the influence of a demon too. As long as people have free will, they can still choose against that which is good completely on their own. However, they’re much more likely do to so from the influence of a demonic entity, at least when it comes to really terrible acts of evil. One other quality of such mass shooters worth noting is that they often see themselves as being self-sacrificing, another technically virtuous quality.
I’ve also read of multiple cases where a mother ends up killing their children because a voice in her head told her to sacrifice them to God so that both her and the children can go to heaven. In these cases the demon is once again using the moral reversal technique against the individual. Our subconscious naturally tells us that it is good to both love God and listen to him and develop a stronger bond or connection to him. Negative entities like to use that quality of ours against us by altering our perception to perceive some act of evil as something that actually brings us closer to God. It could also be the case that they persuade you to believe that committing suicide and sacrificing yourself to God helps you to save others and not just yourself. I believe this is often the case with suicide bombings. In these cases the demon uses the individuals attraction to both God and selflessness against them in order to get them to commit some act of evil. People in general are simply too good to easily convince them to engage in some act of evil that actually looks like evil. So negative entities will always plants suggestions in our mind that employ the moral reversal technique. As they can make some act of evil look like the good behaviors that we’re naturally attracted to, we’ll be much more likely to engage in these acts. This is an important principle to understand when it comes to demonic possession and the evil acts that people engage in as a result of it. Although it should be noted that this technique of moral reversal is probably more necessary during the grooming process when a person is in a weaker stage of possession. As the person becomes more possessed and more connected to the demonic entity, they’ll probably experience extremely strong urges to engage in purely evil actions that don’t even look a little like something good anymore.
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SEX, DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
In this section, I’d like to talk a little about the connection between negative entities, demonic possession and certain abusive behaviors. In particular I’d like to talk about the effect that illicit sex, drugs and alcohol abuse seem to have on your spiritual energy. Starting off with the practice of illicit sexual activity, one notion that I’ve often seen debated is whether or not these kinds of activities are truly immoral. It is often suggested that activities such as porn and prostitution are not truly evil but rather are simply labeled that way by religious zealots who romanticize about some silly and imaginary notion of purity. Rather these activities are neither inherently good or bad and an adult should be allowed to engage in them as much as they see fit so long as there’s consent between all parties involved and a reasonable degree of safety is practiced. This is the general view of moral relativist who believe that morality is in the eye of the beholder and that no action is a truly evil or unethical. As you could probably tell by now, I strongly disagree with this belief. This is especially true when it comes to behaviors involving illicit sexual activity such as porn and prostitution. When moral relativists make the case for why these activities are not innately negative or evil, they of course leave out any kind of impact these activities have on the subconscious mind and instead focus purely on outcomes of the individual based on the choices they make.
However, I believe that if you focus solely on the way your subconscious responds to these activities, you can say that these activities are truly immoral. Although I have never engaged in sex with a prostitute, I’ve noticed that I have very strong immoral feelings when I’ve engaged in sex with girl that I didn’t feel a close connection to and that I didn’t plan to have a relationship with. It always felt wrong to my core and I felt that I shouldn’t continue to do it. When I have sex with a long-term girlfriend whom I love and am truly committed to, I don’t feel that immoral feeling at all – it’s just gone. Sex in that case feels like a very pure activity that doesn’t directly push spiritual energy away – although it does make it harder to charge as the sexual emotional energy grows more and more, we spoke about this phenomenon in chapter 3. However, when I’m not committed to the woman I’m having sex with, my subconscious seems to have an innately negative response that tells me that this is wrong – similar to the way it might respond if I were to steal from or hurt someone. I imagine it would be the same for prostitution or cheating on someone you’re in relationship with. One thing I’ve come believe about our subconscious mind is that it is programmed – in its absolute nature – to compel us to perceive sexual activities and the sexual parts of our body in a very particular way. We tend to have a natural understanding that these parts of our body have a certain personal sacredness to them that incorporates modesty and should not be freely shared with everyone. To do so, in a sense, defiles or desecrates what they represent on a spiritual level.
As a result, illicit sexual activity, which does not incorporate a strong and unique bond that’s based on love and trust, inherently pushes away spiritual energy. This is very important because it means that such behaviors have the potential to actually increase your connection to a demonic entity. One form of emotional possession we’ve not talked about has to do with the sexual subconscious frequency. This frequency is a bit unique because it can be positive, neutral or negative in nature depending on the context of the sexual activity. This special contextual property again comes from God and how he’s programmed our subconscious to respond to the context in which we’re engaging in sex under. When that context makes our sexual subconscious frequency negative, our subconscious will charge more negatively as we engage in that activity more and more. And as we do so, our spiritual energy drops and we’re much more ripe for a subconscious infection by a negative entity. This kind of demonic influence is so common, these kinds of entities have actually been given a name – a succubus for men and an incubus for woman. When you continually engage in illicit sexual activity that is constantly lowering your subconscious frequency, meaning making it more negative, this entity can connect to you and begin planting thoughts and urges in your subconscious related to impure sexual acts.
As you become more and more possessed, you may feel stronger and stronger urges to cheat on your partner or engage in extremely gross and impure sexual activities. In some cases the individual can even be groomed to engage evil acts such as rape, pedophilia and bestiality. I believe that acts such as these are, in many cases, the result of demonic possession – although I do not believe that is necessarily always going to be the case. It should also be noted that these impure sexual acts don’t just apply to sexual activities that involve others, rather masturbation and watching porn are also impure activities that reduce spiritual energy. When I first masturbated, at the young age of 14 years old, I don’t recall feeling much about it from a spiritual or ethical perspective but just knew that it felt amazing. However, as I’d continued to do it, I’ve felt a certain natural shame and guilt in it and have felt that feeling ever since. In fact this seems to be a fairly ubiquitous feeling associated with porn and masturbation among all men – although I’m not sure how it feels for women. And there really isn’t any clear logical or rational reason for it either. For whatever reason, masturbating to porn just makes us men feel a sense of shame and guilt. Of course these negative feelings actually come from the way our subconscious mind is programmed and it is this absolute nature that tells us that porn is in fact immoral in nature.
I believe that people who continually watch porn, will experience a continuous drop in their spiritual energy which will cause them to feel more empty, depressed and like they have less of a purpose. At the same time, they will also experience stronger and stronger urges to continue to engage in watching porn due to subconscious infection and influence from a negative entity. Personally I’d say that the majority of run ins I’ve had with negative entities were probably from my porn watching habits. I remember one time I decided to stop watching porn completely and wanted to do so without charging spiritual energy or help from the Holy Spirit. It’s kind of a long explanation why but suffice it to say, I wanted to build a good chunk of negative memory to thoughts about porn. And I remember when I did this, over the next few days I felt insane urges to watch more porn and masturbate. These urges were so utterly intense that I began to feel that I knew what it was like when heavy drug abuse users go through extreme withdrawals. These urges were so strong they were actually causing physical pain. It got to the point where I could barely function normally. I just had to sort of curl up into a fetal position and ride out the pain and discomfort – doing my best to remain steadfast to my decision not to watch any more porn.
Now what’s interesting about this experience was that I got the sense that this wasn’t just a normal bodily response as we’re often told it is. I could tell this was a negative entity. Another mistake I believe psychologist often make is they assume that addiction is a purely physiological state and not a spiritual one. I don’t believe that to necessarily always be true. I believe that addiction can very often be a condition that is brought on by an increased connection to a negative entity. In my case, I could tell that’s what was going on – especially due to what was occurring in my dreams at that time as well. We will talk more about the connection between dreams and negative entities in the next section. However, after a week or so of resistance, I noticed that these urges finally started to subside and I felt much stronger again. Unfortunately I eventually did go back to my old habits of watching porn and decided to stop on and off over time. But one thing I’ve noticed is that it was never that hard to stop watching it again after that initial time. In fact it was always pretty easy for the most part. This was because by this time, I knew how to control my subconscious energy and was always consciously aware of its charge and frequency. Naturally I’m always conscientious to make sure my subconscious charge never goes too negative – even as it relates to porn and sexual activity. Thus I was never really able to get infected by that kind of demon to same extent ever again. To this today, I have chosen to stop watching porn completely – hopefully to never again relapse – and its done wonders for my ability to charge spiritual energy.
Two other activities I’d like to talk about but don’t have much experience with involves drugs and alcohol. I’ve never done any kind of recreational drugs ever and have always hated the idea of drinking alcohol although I have drunk before. So I can’t speak to these activities from my own experience too much but I have come to the conclusion, based on reading about the experiences of others, that these activities also lower your subconscious frequency. Obviously they destroy your body from the inside and change the way your body charges your ground state for the worse. But still, I think there’s more going on here than just this. These activities seem to naturally lower your frequency in way that I believe goes beyond the physical effects they have on your body. The very intentional act of abusing some physical substance for the purpose of pleasure and intoxication seems to naturally lower your subconscious frequency or push spiritual energy away. And this doesn’t seem to just occur with substances that can get you high or intoxicated. Even eating too much ice cream – as is often done in an activity called emotional eating – can naturally lower your subconscious frequency. Ingesting substances seems to be another kind of physical activity that has the ability to naturally push away spiritual energy depending on the context. When that context is substance abuse, our frequency naturally drops. This effect is further exacerbated by the way the substance affects our body and changes the nature of our ground state charge in a negative way.
Thus when people abuse substances like drugs and alcohol, they naturally open themselves up to subconscious infection and emotional possession. The negative entity in these cases can plant urges in your subconscious that make you even more addicted to these substances and can make it incredibly difficult to stop. On top of this, these entities seem to have an even better ability to manipulate people when they’re high. In these states, a person’s brain chemistry is altered and their mind is not as stabilized as it normally is. This means that their awareness is somewhat in a transcendental dream like state, even while they’re wide awake. In these states, your subconscious is much more vulnerable to suggestion from external sources – including negative entities. Thus people who are subconsciously infected and possessed tend to be much more vulnerable to influence from demonic entities. This can cause people who are high or drunk to both do and hallucinate terrible and horrific things that involve hurting others or hurting themselves. Psychologist once again attribute these occurrences to schizophrenia like effects that occur while under intoxication. However, I argue that this doesn’t make a whole lot of sense – at least not to me. How could a drug change your brain chemistry in way that makes you want to peel of your skin off or gauge your eyes out, as many synthetic drugs do. Similarly I don’t quite see how alcohol can cause people to become so angry and violent that it makes them want to kill or rape.
No these are behaviors that probably, more often than not, are the result of demonic influence. In particular when you’re intoxicated, your ground state has become affected in a way that makes your awareness less stabilized. So it will feel like you’re in a semi-dream state. This will actually make you much more susceptible to demonic suggestion rather than less because your free will and ability to choose is no longer functioning in the normal way it usually does for your negative mind’s performance level. This is very important to understand because if you already have a subconscious infection or a full blown possession on your hands, it would be an absolutely terrible idea to get high or drunk in this state. No doubt, the negative entity would take full advantage of you in this state – where your ability to choose is impaired – and plant extraordinarily malevolent suggestions in your subconscious. I believe this is why you will often see people commit such terrible behaviors when they’re drunk or high. In particular many people who do will often describe these experiences by saying that it felt like something evil took over them and they weren’t themselves. Although if you’re subconscious frequency is fairly high while you’re drunk or intoxicated, you would likely become quite happy and relaxed when intoxicated instead. With that being said though, the more often you get high or drunk, the more your frequency will drop anyway. So you’re still getting closer and closer to that state of evil while being intoxicated that others – with a subconscious infection – are vulnerable to.
NEGATIVE ENTITIES AND DREAMS
Another time when we’re extraordinarily vulnerable to demonic suggestion and interaction is when we’re sleeping. In particular, while we’re dreaming. Recall that when you dream, your body weakens its ground state charge and allows your conscious and subconscious minds to roam much more freely. This freedom however, is still very much parametrized, or influenced, by whatever pre-existing charge you had before falling asleep. This is because the subconscious has not fully discharged all of that charged energy yet and will continue to compel your conscious mind according to that charge in your dreams. And since your conscious mind doesn’t have its negative mind properties – particularly as it relates to your ability to choose – you’re much more susceptible to choosing to think in a way that’s aligned with your subconscious compulsions. This is why you’re much more likely dream about something related to your subconscious charge when you’re sleeping. The more charged your subconscious is, the more your dreams will reflect stories, scenes and environments related to that charge. We can also simplify this and say, when your subconscious is charged up at a positive frequency, you will usually dream about positive things and will feel very good in your dreams. When your subconscious is charged up at a negative frequency, you will usually dream about negative things and feel relatively bad during them.
Particularly disastrous are cases when you dream while also being subconsciously infected or possessed. In these cases, the entity will usually plant suggestions in your subconscious that cause your dream to take an extremely dark and negative turn. These extraordinarily twisted and uncomfortable dreams are colloquially referred to as “nightmares”. In modern psychology, the general position of nightmares is that they’re a psycho-physiologically induced phenomenon that can occur as a result of stress, anxiety and even hormonal or neurotransmitter imbalances in the body. And there is some truth in this. From a subconscious perspective, your dreams can still take on a negative turn solely by virtue of your own negative intentions – especially if your body is not charging the ground state at the normal positive frequency it usually does. A negative entity doesn’t necessarily need to be involved in order for you to have a dark dream. In fact, if your subconscious is charged up negatively enough for you have to have nightmare, then that is also consistent with the idea that you’d probably be experiencing stress and anxiety during that time as well since that is the way your body would likely respond to your negative charge. However, as usual, psychology still misses the mark, in my opinion, by not having the whole picture of what nightmares are and how they work. This missing picture is naturally brought on by a certain insistence that no supernatural phenomena exists and therefore cannot be involved.
I don’t believe you can truly explain the darkness and evil that some people have experienced in their dreams solely in terms of physiological effects such as stress or negative thoughts in their psyche. In some of these cases, this extraordinary feeling of malevolence is actually coming from a source that is external to your own mind and subconscious and that of course is the negative entity. Now a person doesn’t necessarily need to be subconsciously infected or possessed though to have a negative entity enter their dream and start turning it into a nightmare. This is because your subconscious is in such a free state during this time that it can easily be influenced by an external force. The only real defense you have against negative entities in your dreams is your spiritual energy and positive emotions. These entities have a much harder time transcendentally connecting to anything that’s positive in nature. However, when your subconscious is charged up at a negative frequency, then they have a much easier time influencing you although even then it’s still not particularly powerful. In these cases you may occasionally have a mild nightmare and get the sense that some dark external presence is in your dream. But when you are subconsciously infected or possessed, then your connection to the entity is much stronger. In these cases, the entity can truly harass you in your dreams and cause a great deal of torment for you regularly.
In some cases the entity will appear to you as an evil and vicious looking monster or like some decayed and undead looking zombie like figure – at least that’s how they usually appear in my dreams. These more sinister looking projections could even be their true forms. However, there may also be times when they appear to you in a different, less imitating form. In these cases, they will generally want you to be more accepting of their presence as that is the approach they’re attempting to take to possess and destroy you. For example if you’re charged up at an intensely negative sexual frequency, the entity may appear to you as a beautiful woman in the hopes that you attempt to have sex with them. Sexual intercourse even in the dream world will enhance your subconscious connection to the demon and will allow them to bring you closer to a state of possession. If you’re psychic abilities are in a “turned on” state, then they may appear to you as a family member or some religious figure as mentioned earlier and try to get you into a long-term conversation with them that spans the course of many months or years. The longer you communicate with the them, the more possessed you’re becoming. In some cases however, the entity may not even attempt to hide its dark nature from you but also won’t necessarily be intent on harassing you either.
In these cases, the entity may want to offer you an exchange of some kind. I remember when I first started charging my subconscious for the purpose using psychic abilities, I started to notice this dark wraith looking entity suddenly appearing in my dreams. I was too logically incoherent to focus on it more attentively and tell it to get the heck out of dreams so it would just kind of sit there hovering in the corner of my dream as I’m dreaming the usual random stuff. However, one night I finally end up focusing on it in the dream and then it comes closer to me and basically offers me lots of money in exchange for making some kind of contract like agreement with it. Initially I think I was still too incoherent in the dream to even directly respond to it so the dream just kind of moved on from that point. However, the next night I noticed it in my dream again and it came up to me and again made the same offer, wealth in exchange for making a contractual agreement with it. This second time I was coherent enough to tell it no and to leave, which it actually did and I never noticed that particular demonic entity in my dreams again. I should mention that this particular entity didn’t ever actually speak and seemed to be communicating with me telepathically – something that was much easier to do since my psychic abilities were in a turned on state.
In this example the goal of the entity was neither antagonization nor some prolonged deception. It was simply to offer an exchange of some kind, which I’m guessing it couldn’t properly make under false pretenses since my consent would likely be null and void in that case. This is probably why it appeared to me in its true dark and negative form. As this example demonstrates, people who are most vulnerable to seeing these kinds of entities in their dreams are the ones who’ve charged their subconscious to use psychic abilities. That being said, negative entities can still choose to appear in their dark and evil forms and harass you when your psychic abilities are turned on too. In fact when I finally decided to stop practicing to use psychic abilities and chose instead to start charging spiritual energy again, I noticed that these negative entities started to ramp up their antagonizing attacks in my dreams. And this wasn’t the only time this happened. Another time when I decided to stop watching porn and masturbating, I noticed this zombie like old hag looking female demon suddenly appearing in my dreams. Around this time of abstinence, the entity usually appears in my dreams as beautiful woman attempting to arouse me to have sex. Presumably the goal is to get me to remember the experience and go back to my negative porn watching habits. However, when I’m very steadfast in my desire not to, it seems to switch up and go on the attack – appearing in what may be its true form.
I’ve read of similar experiences in others as well. Whenever someone chooses to stop engaging in some activity that pushes spiritual energy away – sinful behavior – negative entities will respond by ramping up their attacks on you in your dreams. Yet when you’re heavily committed to continuing to engage in these sinful behaviors, these entities seem to leave you alone for the most part. I don’t think this is necessarily always the case, but it does appear to be a somewhat common behavior among these entities. There could also be one off circumstances where you’re so incredibly angry or sad or just experiencing some negative emotion really intensely for a prolonged period of time that you end up having a demonic attack in your dream before this emotion discharges. Growing up I never quite understood why people would say that nightmares are normal and that everyone has them. I got the sense from these statements that it was being suggested that having nightmares in a fairly regular pattern was normal in a healthy person. This was strange to me because I had rarely ever had dreams that could be considered nightmares. Until I started practicing psychic abilities, I think I only had 2 or 3 nightmares in my entire life. And what I noticed from these few experiences was that they only occurred during times in my life when I was in a very intensely negative emotional state for a prolonged period of time, which was extremely rare for me.
The last few comments I’d like to make about entities and our dreams has to do some peculiar phenomena I’ve noticed in my dreams as well as the experiences I’ve read from others. The first is actually one that may not necessarily even occur in your dream, although it’s hard to be sure. This is the phenomenon of sleep paralysis. Once again, sleep paralysis is generally considered by many to be a fairly normal thing that you shouldn’t worry about. However, in my experience, sleep paralysis is a very strong indication of demonic activity. When someone is experiencing this phenomenon, they usually feel a sudden rush of panic and a strong feeling that something or someone is watching them. I believe that, more often than not, that feeling is actually the result of them subconsciously sensing the presence a negative entity. I believe people are especially vulnerable to this phenomenon when they’re psychically possessed. That being said, I suppose it is possible to also experience this state in a non-negative way if you’re constantly attempting to astral project – this is due to the way your subconscious is charged up while you’re sleeping in relation to this activity. However, one thing I’ve noticed is that my experiences of sleep paralysis have stopped completely the moment I started regularly charging spiritual energy. To be clear, I don’t mean that they slowed down or that they don’t happen that often anymore. I mean they completely 100% stopped, as in I haven’t ever had even one since I learned how to charge spiritual energy and decided to charge it fairly regularly.
The next phenomenon I’d like to discuss has to do with astral projection. I’ve noticed that these interactions with demonic entities can sometimes spontaneously stimulate an astral projection, right out of a normal everyday dream. This will make more sense after we talk about psychic abilities in general, but I believe this occurs as a result of spiritual senses becoming more active. I remember going to sleep one day and having a pretty normal dream, when all of sudden I sort of woke up – I’d like to think half asleep and half awake – and was seemingly having sexual intercourse with this entity or presence whom I couldn’t quite see but could feel. Visually it only appeared as a kind of greenish blob but I could feel it and the whole experience overall seemed to feel like waves of energy rather than having the feel of physically tangible substances. Although this experience felt quite pleasurable at times, it also occasionally caused a strange kind of sharp pain that was unusual. I could also tell this entity had a very negative presence to it as well. As I came to my senses more and more, I willed the entity away and suddenly found myself astral projecting. That was probably the most direct interaction I’ve ever had with a negative entity and luckily never had an experience like that again. But I have read cases from others where an entity seemed to stimulate an astral projection like experience out of a dream state. Again these experiences have all stopped completely once I learned how to charge spiritual energy.
Although not super important, another peculiar experience I’ve noticed with negative entities is in the way they speak. When your psychic abilities are not in a turned on state, these entities tend to have trouble communicating with you telepathically. In some cases they may then attempt to speak to you in the dream directly. However, they’re not actually a manifestation of your own subconscious expression so you won’t automatically just know what they’re saying the way you do with normal dream characters. Thus when negative entities try to speak in your dreams, they tend to sound very quiet for some reason. It will often be the case that you can’t actually hear them and don’t “just know” what they’re saying as you normally would for someone else speaking in your dreams. I have also read about this experience occurring with others who believe they were dealing with a negative entity in their dream. I don’t know that this phenomenon necessarily always means that you’re dealing with a negative entity but it is something to keep in the back of your mind as far as signs go that you’re in the presence of one. I will at least say that this has occurred with me another time from a dream character that I think was probably a positive entity or higher being. So this may just be a phenomenon that occurs when entities in general attempt to communicate in your dreams. But again it's something to keep in mind.
The last phenomenon I’d like to talk about has to do with what you might call grey aliens. I don’t know if alien like beings really exists but there are many people who claim to talk these beings telepathically through channeling. I have never intentionally attempted to communicate with these beings or any spirit really, except for God, however, these beings have only ever been portrayed in a never negative and evil context in visions that I’ve had from God regarding them. That being said, I remember having a regular dream one day that was about aliens taking over the world. It had a very “Live Die Repeat: Edge of Tomorrow” type of feel to it and the environment I was in looked very similar to the war scene that was shown around the beginning of that movie. I remember engaging one of the aliens in combat and attempting to hit it with a bat. The alien actually had an appearance that is typically attributed to a grey alien. I remember being shocked at how hard its body was when I attempted to hit it. Although these aliens look very frail, their body is actually incredibly tough. I was like hitting steel, the entity didn’t flinch even a tiny bit despite hitting it with all my force. I remember being quite shocked by that. A similar experience happened during another dream when I attempted to hit a demonic entity. It seems physical attacks don’t work on these entities at all. But going back to the grey alien, I remember having another dream about one after that war scene dream and getting the sense that this wasn’t just a normal dream character.
I could feel a very dark and unique presence from it that gave me the sense that this was some kind of dark entity that was external to my dream. But what’s interesting was that it didn’t give off the normal emotional vibes you’d usually get from a negative entity. Most demons give off a very intense negative emotion or only a mild amount of negative emotion but still have a very dark and evil presence overall. This grey alien however, gave off an emotion that was very much akin to depression but still a little bit different from it. If I had to describe it, I’d say it gave off an almost emotionally dead like feeling. It was kind of like it had no emotion, which to us – as spiritual beings who are connected to God – would still feel like something that’s emotionally negative. I remember thinking to myself that it makes sense why they’re grey. They simply have a very spiritually dead and emotionless nature to them. But even more than this, they also seem to be able to induce a feeling in us that is akin to being electrocuted. I remember feeling this sensation when dealing with them and hearing of similar feelings from others who have talked about their experiences with these entities. I think I’ve only ever had two experiences with these entities so I can’t say much about them and, in all honesty, they could just be a manifestation of your normal everyday negative entity. However, I wanted to mention this experience here as well.
EXORCISM AND PROTECTION
Now that we’ve gone over a good chunk of the ways that these negative entities can attack us, let’s now start talking about some of the meaningful ways in which we’re able to, in a sense, attack them back. Earlier I compared the influence of a negative entity to a bodily infection. Well to treat a bodily infection, you would normally take medicine such as antibiotics and your body would unleash the full power of your immune system by making more white blood cells and releasing antibodies. These measures will usually end up killing the pathogenic organism and eradicating it from your body. Well in the spirit world, there are also certain measures you can take to treat your subconscious and eradicate an infection brought on by a negative entity. Now in theory, you could just stop producing intentions that cause your subconscious to focus on the negative entity and make their “voice” louder in a sense. By doing this, the subconscious would begin to discharge in a way that reduces your connection to the negative entity. However, the entity may respond to your efforts by harassing you as much as possible, there by also making it as difficult as possible for you to ignore them. For example they may continue to plant urges as well as images, sounds or feelings in your mind that essentially force you to focus on them.
Depending on how possessed you are, it may seem almost impossible to just stop thinking about the negative entity in a way that allows your subconscious to essentially break its connection to the entity through the discharging process. If we’re going to successfully eradicate this infection from our subconscious, we’re going to have to figure out how to do it in a way that goes beyond simply “not thinking” about the entity. Assuming that such an approach is even possible in this circumstance. Well, as it turns out, there actually is one way of achieving this higher standard of subconscious care and we’ve alluded to it a bit already throughout the chapter. This more preferred approached to dealing with the negative entity involves going back to the thing that kept them away in the first place, the spirit of God. Normally your transcendental connection to God, which you pretty much have at all times usually, is what keeps these negative entities at bay. God’s spirit is like a light that prevents any form of darkness from entering or getting too close. It’s also what allows you to charge your subconscious at positive subconscious frequencies which keeps negative entities away from you as well. When a negative entity ends up successfully infecting your subconscious mind, then this is proof that you must have been willingly choosing to engage in some behavior that pushed spiritual energy away and weakened your connection to God. However, when you choose to go back to God and ask for his help, he will assist you in removing this dark spirit from your subconscious.
If you’re possessed by a dark spirit or are simply being constantly antagonized by them, I think the best approach to dealing with the negative entity is to pray to God and ask for his assistance in breaking your subconscious connection to this entity. Now it is important to remember here that all of the usual rules for prayer, discussed in chapter 4, still apply. A half hearted prayer with little emotion invested into it may not always work in such a powerful way. Prayer is about giving God permission to act in your life and I believe that this permission occurs on a scale of magnitude that is proportional to how much emotion you’re putting into the prayer. By transcendental standards, it may be especially difficult to give this permission when your subconscious has lost a lot of spiritual energy and the negative entity is planting urges in it. Even worse is when you don’t necessarily know God from a subconscious perspective. For example if you focus on something that you’ve been lead to believe is God but isn’t actually God in terms of how your subconscious defines him. Recall that your subconscious has a very unique response to an intention that expresses the concept of “God”. This unique response is what let’s us know that we’re correctly focusing on the proper God. If you don’t know God in this manner, it will be even more difficult to ask for his help to remove this dark spirit.
The reason a lot of people in new age end up getting subconsciously infected and possessed by negative spirits is because they’re usually told not to focus on God. They’re often taught that God is some kind of intangible force in nature that acts in a purely instinctive way. You aren't actually able to talk to it in any way so it's better for you to focus on pagan like deities or spirits for your spiritual growth. And when such individuals end up infected or possessed, they don’t know God well enough to ask for his help – which is exactly the position that these negative entities were hoping you’d be in. Again it may still be possible to break your connection to these entities by no longer thinking about them and trying to charge a positive emotional frequency again, but it will be a lot harder to do that on your own. On the other hand if you make an impassioned to plea to God to help remove this negative entity, the process will be much easier. The “way of God” mentioned in chapter 4 is about helping you in your journey to come to God and become one with his spirit. Part of accomplishing this means making your spirit more clean and more pure as defined by God. Thus when it is connected to an unclean and impure spirit, God will assist in breaking this connection and bringing your spirit back to a sufficiently pure state. I often like to think of it as the Holy Spirit washing our spirit clean like a form of spiritual bleach. While that bleach feels good to us, it is like torture for the negative entity. This spiritual bleaching phenomenon is colloquially referred to in pop culture as an exorcism.
In Hollywood, exorcisms are usually portrayed through relatively violent spasms and impulsive movements by the person possessed. However, as you might have suspected, this is probably highly exaggerated although I’ve never actually seen an exorcism in real time with someone who was deeply possessed. There may still be some truth in this phenomenon. It may also be possible for others, such as a priest, to pray to God on your behalf to help remove a dark spirit. That priest could also be empowered through gifts from the Holy Spirit to have the authority to remove dark spirits from others. I imagine this would be a rather rare phenomenon since understanding of how to connect to God and receive the gifts of the Holy Spirit is probably very rare even among of priest. However, while others may be able to help you to remove a dark spirit from your subconscious through prayer or the authority of the Holy Spirit, I believe you would still have to strongly want it yourself and express that desire very powerfully and purely through your intent. God and the Holy Spirit both respect your free will and will only act in a way that is in accord with your will. When people do get the sense that a negative spirit is in their lives, harassing them and causing them to be emotionally negative all the time, when they pray to God they will often feel a wave of purity envelope them and notice that the voice of the demon has gotten weaker.
This doesn’t usually mean that the demonic entity is completely gone though, only that your subconscious connection to them has significantly weakened. You still have to now choose to increase your connection to God and increase your spiritual energy in order keep this demonic spirit away. In fact, from the experiences I’ve read from others, it seems that these entities will increase their attacks on you after they’ve been exorcised, usually in the person’s dreams. However, as the person continues to choose God and increases their connection to him more and more, the demonic attacks and any sense of their presence eventually stops. This is also what happened to me when I stopped using psychic abilities and starting charging spiritual energy again – although I don’t think I directly asked for God’s help at that time to break my connection to these dark spirits as I didn’t think of things in that way at the time. Now while you can pray to God to help remove a negative entity that’s connected to your subconscious, you don’t necessarily need to wait until you’re subconsciously infected or fully possessed to do this. You can also call on God during the one off circumstances that negative entities attack us in as well. I remember when I was younger, I read that if you call out to Jesus during some spiritual attack in a nightmare, the entity will automatically leave. Well I can only confirm this from my own personal experiences but this does seem to be true.
When I was younger and had one of those few nightmares I mentioned previously, I found myself in a dream being attacked by some monster like creature that I – even at that time – got the sense wasn’t just some random creation of my own subconscious mind. I could tell that this was a demonic entity that had entered my dream somehow and began harassing me. Well as this dream attack was occurring, I recalled what I heard about Jesus and decided to call out to him. What happened next really was quite amazing and still impresses me to this day. I remember I decided to call out to Jesus and just as I was about to do so, this demonic presence had suddenly disappeared completely. Not only had the attack itself stopped, but I couldn’t even sense any kind of remnant presence of negative emotional energy. I had absolutely no concept of the subconscious mind back then – at least as I’ve come to understand it today – but even back then this complete disappearance of emotional energy in such an instantaneous fashion seemed unusual and uncharacteristic of the way emotions normally work. You’d think that some of the feeling of that negative presence would’ve remained a little bit, even if it was just because it was so fresh in my memory if nothing else. But no, it was completely gone. I remember coming to two important conclusions from this experience.
The first was that demonic entities can and do in fact enter our dreams and are not simply monsters our subconscious mind creates as is usually suggested in psychology. The second was that there was really some kind of special power in Jesus’ name. This seemed to be proof to me that Jesus was more than just some religious figurehead that only existed in people’s mind. Even if their are people who don’t truly believe in Jesus and his power, it was clear that negative entities didn’t seem to think this same thing. They don’t act like Jesus is some imaginary being that people make up in their mind even if some people do. They actually seem to respond to Jesus’ name and thoughts about Jesus in a way that demonstrates that they believe he is a real being and that they’re incredibly afraid of him. I have invoked Jesus’ name during other spiritual attacks and have noticed similar behaviors from these negative entities. Although I do remember one time invoking Jesus’ name and the entity virtually laughing at me and basically saying “what’s that going to do” – which it didn’t say verbally, but I understood its thoughts telepathically. This was during a time when I was watching a lot of porn and charged a lot of impure sexual energy. I knew I had overdone it too but at the time I was doing that as a means of attempting to understand more about the subconscious. I understood that my spiritual energy had dropped to such a point that it would be hard to properly focus on Jesus and request his help through my free will.
That being said, calling out to Jesus still seemed to eventually work in that case. The entity seemed to be bluffing and was trying to get me to lose faith in Jesus when calling out to him didn’t work immediately. However, as I had so much experience in these matters by this time, I maintained my belief that invoking Jesus’ name would force this entity to leave my dream and after a few short moments it did. I should mention though that, although you can call out to Jesus for help removing a negative entity from your dream, you also don’t necessarily have to. In fact I believe that Jesus may not always remove these entities for you because he either wants you to recognize what behaviors of yours brought these entities to you in the first or he wants you to learn how to get rid of these entities on your own. I remember one day, when I decided that I didn’t want to watch porn anymore, I prayed to Jesus to help give me the strength to follow through with this goal. I then went to sleep some time later that night, not thinking much at all about this prayer I had made. At some point during my dream, I suddenly came to and became lucidly aware that I was dreaming. I don’t remember what I was dreaming about beforehand but only that it was suddenly interrupted and I found myself lying in my bed in my room but not in the physical world – still in my dream. I then immediately noticed this dark wraith looking entity flying toward me from what seemed like a few meters away. Time is a bit difficult to track in a dream but I’d say that the time in between suddenly becoming lucid in my bed and this demon flying into me was about 2 – 3 seconds. It all happened incredibly fast. It actually seemed as though the presence of this dark entity seemed to cause my spiritual senses to awaken and cause me become lucid in the dream – as if a kind of spiritual defense mechanism kicked in.
I remember thinking to myself, well this entity can’t really hurt me no matter what it tries to do since it’s only a dream. I then simply let the entity fly into me, feeling fully confident that there was nothing that it could really do to me anyway. When the entity did fly into me, I remember experiencing very strange and peculiar sensations. My body started vibrating and I started rolling my eyes toward the back of my head, exactly as you usually see in Hollywood movies when portraying an exorcism. I even started moving a little in a kind of convulsive way. I then decide to call out to Jesus again to help remove the presence of this negative entity. But as I did, I then remembered that I can also simply charge my subconscious to feel a sense a strength too. I then became curious if doing so would enable me to overpower the entity, even in my dream I thought to take this situation as an opportunity to perform another subconscious experiment. And when I started to charge my subconscious to feel strong in the presence of this entity, I did in fact start to feel very powerful and started to tell the entity to get out in a very strong and stern voice – as is quantized by the strength frequency. I only needed to say this a few times and then suddenly the entity left and I couldn’t feel its presence anymore. When I woke back up, I’d understood what had happened. Jesus had responded to my prayer by allowing a demonic entity to attack me in my dream. He allowed this to show me that I could also repel demons using my own inner strength. I didn’t necessarily need to always call on him in these circumstances.
I thought that was interesting because I wasn’t thinking about demonic entities at all when I had made that prayer but, for whatever reason, Jesus responded in a way that seemed to indicate that choosing not to watch porn was the same as resisting influence from demonic entities. That being said, I didn’t fully understand the lesson at that time but I did understand it later. Although I knew that Jesus was telling me that I could resist demons through my own inner strength, it wasn’t until some time later that I started to learn how to push demons out of my dreams with my own effort and started to get good at it. Eventually I learned that if you want to get rid of demons in your dream, simply talk trash to them and talk lots of it. I know that may seem like a very strange response but that is a technique I’ve learned works very well. To understand why this works, it is important to understand that negative entities have the ability to project certain feelings and thoughts into your subconscious. I’ve noticed that what they usually do is try to plant suggestions in your subconscious to be afraid of them and to cower to them. So when you find a negative entity in your dream, you feel a great deal of fear and like you want to run away from them. This feeling of fear only makes them stronger because it reduces spiritual energy. I’ve learned that when you resist this urge to be afraid and start feeling very strong and confident in their presence, they tend to get weaker – exactly like what occurs in Stephen King’s “IT” movie.
Whenever I do see a negative entity in my dream, I start cussing it out and talking lots, and I mean lots, trash to it. I call it a piece crap and say that it won’t do anything to me and that I will whoop its ass and things like that. Now at first I will feel a sense of fear and like I want to run away – this is the feeling the demon is trying to evoke within in me. However, when I talk trash, I start to feel strong again. In some cases the demon will directly attack me as I’m doing this. One time an entity attacked me and I was surprised that I could actually feel pain since it was only a dream. However, I ignored the pain and kept talking trash to it anyway and sure enough, its presence eventually just disappeared. I don’t really have many demonic attacks these days at all but during that time, I found that I stopped calling out to Jesus during these attacks as I no longer felt I needed his help. For a long time I’ve felt very much empowered to push these demons out of my dreams using my own willpower. That was the lesson I believe Jesus wanted me to understand.
SPIRITUAL WARFARE
One last concept that I’d like to talk about in this chapter is one that is often referred to in Christian circles as “spiritual warfare”. This is a relatively broad term that refers to the collective effort of negative entities to keep people away from God. As I gain more experience with charging and observing my own subconscious energy in different circumstances as it relates to God, I believe that I have come to see this kind of warfare taking place in my own life. I remember when I decided to stop watching porn, I’d done so because I wanted to have a stronger relationship Jesus and really start making a more full effort to live my life in way that honors my relationship with him. It was actually at this time that I came to perceive the spiritual trade off effect that I mentioned in chapter 17. This was because it was around then that I came to the conclusion that I simply couldn’t have a strong relationship with God so long as I was willingly engaging in activities, such as watching porn, that pushed spiritual energy away. I then decided that I would try to spend much more of my time engaging in activities that pull spiritual energy in and completely avoid any ones that push it away. This is fancy terminology that us Christians would simply describe as a state of repentance where we decide with our whole heart that we want to go all in and dedicate ourselves to God and no longer engage in sin anymore.
Now what’s interesting about this experience is that it was exactly then that I started to experience what I would call spiritual attacks. These are essentially actions that negative entities take to try to separate you from God and weaken your will to choose him. This generally includes negative urges planted into your subconscious mind but is not necessarily limited to them. I mentioned earlier that when I turned away from porn, masturbation and using psychic abilities, suddenly I started having frequent dreams involving negative entities. These are examples of spiritual attacks. However spiritual attacks needn’t only occur in your dreams. They can also occur while you’re wide awake and in various different ways. At first I believed that spiritual attacks only occurred when you had very little spiritual energy from continuously engaging in sinful behaviors and that they completely stopped once you’ve turned back to God. However over time, I’ve come to change my beliefs on this. I’ve now come to believe that spiritual attacks actually never truly stop. This is because I believe that I’ve experienced them in many different forms since trying to truly live my life for Jesus. Now I think it is true that when you charge your spiritual energy to really high levels, that spiritual attacks appear to virtually cease. The intense magnitude of spiritual energy seems to keep negative entities a good distance from you subconsciously. However there have since been times when I was simply too busy working or was experiencing a health problem, like sleep apnea, to continue making an effort to charge spiritual energy. Because of this my spiritual energy naturally start to drop over time to more normal, non-transcendental, levels.
When this occurred, I started to feel frustrated and annoyed more easily and felt less of the joy that that’s normally felt when your subconscious is transcendentally connected to God more strongly. Well it was also around this time that I noticed these same spiritual attacks started to come back. But again, it wasn’t just in my dreams. For example because I decided to stopped watching porn, I had to constantly deal with the temptation to watch it and had to constantly resist it. This was pretty easy to do when I had a huge charge of spiritual energy but it was quite difficult to do when my spiritual energy dropped again. In fact, I failed a few times in my efforts to resist this temptation. But I would continue to try again and became better and more determined in my resisting. What’s interesting though is that there would be times where I’d randomly get a really intense urge to watch porn out of nowhere. This would occur even after I hadn’t watched porn for weeks or months. It didn’t really make sense because I’d hardly ever think about porn during these times. Temptation itself actually represents a subconscious frequency, so the more you focus on something that tempts you and express the desire to feel the negative pleasure of that temptation, the more your subconscious just charges the temptation frequency. The more it charges, the more it will just be a matter of time before your perception is so distorted and your will power so weak that you will simply give in to the temptation. So I’d learned to simply stop spending a great deal of time focusing on things that tempt me. This caused my temptation charge to discharge and I successfully felt very little temptation throughout the day. So it didn’t really make sense for me to have these sudden random urges, often in the morning, to watch porn. Sometimes it would be so palpable that it would feel like me skin was crawling.
Yet, these moments of extreme temptation would also pass, almost as suddenly as they came, and I’d feel like my normal self again. At first I never really knew why these events would occur and simply assumed they were from my body craving sex. But after some time, I’ve come to believe that these are actually spiritual attacks. I now believe that, so long as you try to live for God, you will always experience spiritual attacks. There really is no getting away from them and you can never truly reach a point where they “just stop”. You can mostly avoid them by charging lots of spiritual energy and keeping your frequency really high, as well as praying to God. But should your frequency drop back to normal levels, you will no doubt experience spiritual attacks again that will try to separate you from living for God. I remember one day having a really intense sex dream out of nowhere that was quite confusing. Again I hardly ever thought about sex, so it didn’t make sense why an entity was randomly trying so hard to tempt me. Well the next day, after that, I’d discovered some new spiritual principle that I felt was very important and have included in both of the last two chapters of this book. Had I given in to that temptation, I would have felt shame and guilt over choosing it over God, as I’ve felt when I relapsed before, and would not have been in the right mind to discover that principle. In other words the intensity and timing of the spiritual attack was meant to get me to avoid gaining what I believe to be greater spiritual understanding, which I believe God wants me to have and has guided me into obtaining. Other spiritual attacks can include highly intrusive thoughts related to feelings of insecurity that you have. For example I have, at times, felt very strongly that I disappointed God by relapsing back into sin. Yet he would often give me signs that show he is still with me and supporting me. But in spite of these signs, I simply couldn’t shake the feeling of shame.
These were of course during the times that I wasn’t charging spiritual energy. I’ve since come to believe that these are spiritual attacks too. For example there would be days when the feeling of shame and believing that I’ve disappointed God would be so strong and palpable, that it would be hard to even function normally. I had to stop what I was doing and would either simply lie in bed doing nothing or would get up and go for a walk to get some air. This actually happened many times during the writing of this book, particularly right as I was about to finish it. I eventually started to get the distinct feeling that something was trying very hard to prevent from writing and finishing this book. Of course there is much more to say about these experiences and why I now have these beliefs but suffice it to say, negative entities will pretty much always attempt to spiritually attack you and try to keep you from God. They particularly peak when you decide that you no longer wish to sin anymore. It's like they wish to do everything in their power to prevent or even reverse that kind of awakening. When you have lots of spiritual energy and your frequency is very high, these attacks are far less noticeable. They may even seem to be non-existent even though they’re probably still occurring at a much weaker level of intensity. However when your spiritual energy and frequency drop, you can pretty much expect spiritual attacks every so often. They’re not necessarily every second of everyday but they come somewhat regularly a few times a week for me. This can take on the form of a random negative dream, a sudden and intense desire to engage in some behavior that tempts you or a sudden and intense feeling that you’ve disappointed God. In my case, attacks involving this feeling of disappointment are generally followed by intrusive thoughts that say I’m stupid for still trying to carry out what I believe to be God’s will even though he no longer cares about me as I’m too much of a disappointment to him. Other times it will be thoughts saying I should ignore obvious signs from God and that I’m just convincing myself of things I want to be true.
I remember praying to God one day about how ashamed I’d felt about relapsing back in to watching porn. I actually had a very bad headache during that time too but I still wanted to talk to God anyway. Well shortly after that prayer, my headache almost completely went away. It was pretty shocking because my headache so bad that it was difficult to even stand up. Yet, not even a minute after ending my prayer, it had suddenly disintegrated in to a very mild, barely noticeable, annoyance. I then had enough strength to easily go to the store and buy some aspirin. Although the headache was so weak that it was barely noticeable, I still wanted to take some aspirin anyway to make sure that it didn’t come back. I had thanked God because I was aware that he was letting me know that I hadn’t lost his blessings. Yet, even after this relatively obvious and supernatural sign, I still felt intrusive thoughts saying that this doesn’t mean anything and that God still hates me. These really ramped up when I started developing the ideas that I’ve noted in chapters 9 and 10 of this book. It’s like they started to really throw the kitchen sink at me. In fact it was only then that I came to believe that many of the symptoms I was experiencing were actually spiritual attacks. They were so over the top that it started to become obvious. I word it this way because I’ve learned that negative entities can only attack you really badly and intensely when you’re transcendentally connected to them – aka a subconscious infection or possession. However when your spiritual energy and frequency is only at a relatively medium level, for us humans, but not necessarily at a really low level, then these entities can’t attack us as intensely. They can’t for example enter your dreams and start torturing you and causing nightmares like they can when you’re possessed. Nor are they able to constantly plant intensely negative urges in your subconscious non-stop throughout the whole day.
Instead they can only attack you in a very limited and mild way and can only do it sometimes, for a short time, and not all of the time. Of course I’m not entirely sure what actually governs what they’re allowed and not allowed to do during these times but, from experience, I’ve come to the conclusion that they’re only permitted to attack us in a very limited way. However, even though these attacks are limited, they can sometimes be very sophisticated. It seems that negative entities are always aware of our biggest weaknesses and will always attempt to attack us at the subconscious level where we have the most doubts or greatest inclinations toward some negative behavior. When we get better at resisting certain kinds of attacks, the entity will respond by changing it’s methods in order to adapt, just like a virus. And only when these attacks are successful and we start focusing too much on things that tempt us and the intrusive thoughts that tell us to engage in some behavior that is not aligned with God’s will, do these attacks end up becoming more powerful. Of course it’s quite easy not to focus on these things when our spiritual energy is high because our subconscious would compel us not to. However, when our subconscious loses this energy, whatever the reason, we become vulnerable to spiritual attacks again. They always start out mild and become more powerful as our focus and will become more distorted and aligned with their influence. Thus it is important to remember that having a relationship with God means that you will always be tested by these spiritual attacks. There is no magic point you can reach where you can say that you’ve officially overcome them. In fact this line of thinking is what causes people to eventually fall victim to them and relapse again back in to sinful behaviors that push spiritual energy away. In which case, the spiritual attacks will suddenly slow down since you’re no longer focusing on God as much and are no longer committed to avoiding sin. I’ve learned that I can expect to have these attacks for pretty much the rest of my life so long as I’m choosing to live for Jesus. Although, again, they do feel virtually non-existent when I’ve charged a huge amount of spiritual energy.
Footnotes
1. Keep in mind the more charged your subconscious becomes, the more altered your perception becomes to focus on the subject that carries the charge. In other words, you’re more interested in the negative frequency carrying subject in this case.